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The intermittent records of a slightly socially retarded, trigger happy, newbie registered nurse attempting to defy mediocrity.. and gravity, of course.

caution: random thoughts at 1am cause i have a PM shift tmrw & so i can sleep in.

i'm falling in love all over again. in love with Jesus that is. He's amazing. i just can't stop saying it. i love You. i love You.

clinicals means 7am-3pm or 1-9pm shifts. its quite tiring. im getting the sniffles. but its more than that.. it's truly very difficult. i feel so awkward when talking to people. did i mention i'm on the 'drug and alcohol dependence' ward? each patient is in sucha vunerable position, i don't know what to say. i don't want to say anything wrong, cause its so vital. i feel so out of place.

its getting better though. i know that i need to get through these two weeks. and i will. and when i do i'll be the better version of me. that's why i chose nursing. it's challenging, but it'll help mould me and take to me the place where i want to be. the person i want to be.

i'm actually looking forward to uni. i know i have to try much harder this semester cause though i was ecstatic with my marks (i passed.. ) i know i could have done so much better. i don't want to just be a mediocre student. i want to excel. so i shall study. so i can be that professional nurse that people can rely on.

i should also report about my eventful day yesterday.

after starting at 7am and a tiring and stressful shift at clinicals, i was innocently driving along the new eastlink tollway, when the huge boxes from the ute in front of me FELL OFF the ute and ON TO THE ROAD. i slammed my foot ont he brake suddenly and swerved into the next lane and then back into the emergency lane. i didnt stop in time though, and smashed into the boxes that were skewed across the road.

i have to really thank God that i'm alright, and that everything turned out okay.. cause things could have been so much worse. thank God that there wasn't anyone in the lane next to me when i skidded. thank God that there were only plastic containers in the boxes & not anything heavier that would have dented my car.

after so much drama, i decided i needed some retail therapy. definitely. (i hadnt been shopping since before camp D: withdrawal symptoms) so i went to shoppo and splurged a bit at cotton on (i got a cardi and jumper for $50 and then got a $20 gift voucher for spending $50! so it was really only $30 :D ) i walked around for a while to see the new shops.. when i bumped into jeannine, who told me that jem and mikey were also there. so i stalked jem in the boys toilet & we went shopping for another hour or so. he can fit into childrens clothes. and he got a tee for less than $10 . he's amazing.

i got home & showered and suwii picked me up for our date ;) as soon as i got into her car she had good news for me (well, good news for her.. ) :D :D so exciting !! teehee . we headed to glennferrie for foods & paid $28 for 3 bites of food. it was ridiculously expensive. so we got grilled chips to fill us up.

we then headed to watch 'the dark knight' and WHOA . it was sooo tense !! >________< i jumped out of my seat like 20 times . it was really good, but so TENSE XD but very well done. and i guess it was quite eerie with heath ledger's death and all D: but i do recomend it .. unless you have a phobia of clowns D: (you might develop a phobia from watching it D:)

so after a good movie, we got back into suwii's car.. and were driving along when we realised .. WE GOT A PARKING TICKET . man.. what a day !! T_________T

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:) u can do it sarah! keep smiling!

&wow what a crazy day..

By  kcat., at 18 July 2008 at 10:33 am  

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the about me section that can never truly fully describe a person.
it usually emcompasses the favourite movies, favourite music and all that jazz, but really when you think about it these aspect of me change every few years and can never really define me, as me.

but here are the basics anyway:
1. i'm left handed but drive with my right hand.
2. i like milk, but only safeway light milk.
3. i have a dog named phileo and he's white with a pink nose.
4. i am, after three crazy years, a registered nurse, division one.
5. i wish my life was a musical and i often burst into song and love it when people around me join in too
6. i'm sometimes just a mess but above it all, my jesus is always there to come to the rescue. he's pretty swell :)

caution: random thoughts at 1am cause i have a PM shift tmrw & so i can sleep in.

i'm falling in love all over again. in love with Jesus that is. He's amazing. i just can't stop saying it. i love You. i love You.

clinicals means 7am-3pm or 1-9pm shifts. its quite tiring. im getting the sniffles. but its more than that.. it's truly very difficult. i feel so awkward when talking to people. did i mention i'm on the 'drug and alcohol dependence' ward? each patient is in sucha vunerable position, i don't know what to say. i don't want to say anything wrong, cause its so vital. i feel so out of place.

its getting better though. i know that i need to get through these two weeks. and i will. and when i do i'll be the better version of me. that's why i chose nursing. it's challenging, but it'll help mould me and take to me the place where i want to be. the person i want to be.

i'm actually looking forward to uni. i know i have to try much harder this semester cause though i was ecstatic with my marks (i passed.. ) i know i could have done so much better. i don't want to just be a mediocre student. i want to excel. so i shall study. so i can be that professional nurse that people can rely on.

i should also report about my eventful day yesterday.

after starting at 7am and a tiring and stressful shift at clinicals, i was innocently driving along the new eastlink tollway, when the huge boxes from the ute in front of me FELL OFF the ute and ON TO THE ROAD. i slammed my foot ont he brake suddenly and swerved into the next lane and then back into the emergency lane. i didnt stop in time though, and smashed into the boxes that were skewed across the road.

i have to really thank God that i'm alright, and that everything turned out okay.. cause things could have been so much worse. thank God that there wasn't anyone in the lane next to me when i skidded. thank God that there were only plastic containers in the boxes & not anything heavier that would have dented my car.

after so much drama, i decided i needed some retail therapy. definitely. (i hadnt been shopping since before camp D: withdrawal symptoms) so i went to shoppo and splurged a bit at cotton on (i got a cardi and jumper for $50 and then got a $20 gift voucher for spending $50! so it was really only $30 :D ) i walked around for a while to see the new shops.. when i bumped into jeannine, who told me that jem and mikey were also there. so i stalked jem in the boys toilet & we went shopping for another hour or so. he can fit into childrens clothes. and he got a tee for less than $10 . he's amazing.

i got home & showered and suwii picked me up for our date ;) as soon as i got into her car she had good news for me (well, good news for her.. ) :D :D so exciting !! teehee . we headed to glennferrie for foods & paid $28 for 3 bites of food. it was ridiculously expensive. so we got grilled chips to fill us up.

we then headed to watch 'the dark knight' and WHOA . it was sooo tense !! >________< i jumped out of my seat like 20 times . it was really good, but so TENSE XD but very well done. and i guess it was quite eerie with heath ledger's death and all D: but i do recomend it .. unless you have a phobia of clowns D: (you might develop a phobia from watching it D:)

so after a good movie, we got back into suwii's car.. and were driving along when we realised .. WE GOT A PARKING TICKET . man.. what a day !! T_________T


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:) u can do it sarah! keep smiling!

&wow what a crazy day..

By  kcat., at 18 July 2008 at 10:33 am  

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