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The intermittent records of a slightly socially retarded, trigger happy, newbie registered nurse attempting to defy mediocrity.. and gravity, of course.

i want it to end .
i swear i get the same symptoms as the patients.
i've gone crazy !
five more shifts .
hurry up.

and i haven't studied at all either
cause i'm so tired.
and i have exams the week after.

asdfjkl;

oh and yeah im up to heroes season 3 . 1


early : 7am - 3.30pm
late : 2pm - 9.30pm (but sometimes an hour earlier)

week starting with 27/10
monday early
tuesday early
wednesday early
thursday late
friday early

week starting with 3/11
monday late
tuesday melb cup !
wednesday early
thursday late
friday early 1


im 75% done the last essay of the YEAR .

momentous occasion.

i love exams. exams > essays .

also, i start the second half of my mental health placements tmrw. WISH ME LUCK ! (especially on the amount of sleep i'm going to have tonight).

i really need to kick this procrastinational habit i have. soon, cause after this i'm in my LAST YEAR OF UNI .

yeah, thats right . 1


last night i was having a bit of a nostalgia session, not only of year twelve, but of .. say six months ago. its so crazy how things change in such a short amount of time.

even in the past six months, people have gone and new people have come into my life. my closest knit of friends has changed - you know the people that you talk to nearly everyday, that you seem to know what's happening in their lives etc. the ones you chat to straight away on msn, that your mobile inbox is full of, that you don't hestiate to sit next to in lectures.

its always a risk to name said people, cause sometimes people think you're closer to them than you are to them.. but anyway, here's my heart on my sleeve. i know it's hard work to keep friendships going - i mean it's easy if you're 'forced' to see them everyday/week.. but when they move away, its then you see if you and the other person tried enough. sadly, i can't say that i have.

saying all this, i really miss jackie. she was my best ~white~ friend.. and for the first few weeks when she was in london we kept in touch, and it was as if she never left. now she's in ghana, and i don't even know what she's doing. we had the best time the last few weeks she was here.. so many crazy adventures! and im looking forward to going to london in december and meeting up with her - the ultimate jackiesarah adventure in london !!


but still, i miss that girl. i miss having someone to spaz (about anything really) with, to dance (interruptive dance) with, to stalk zefron (& impact people) with, to crazy drive around with (around the city, hook turns and to no where), to watch lame romantic comedies (so lame that we were litterally rolling on the floor laughing) with and to go to the park after impact to watch the stars and eat chicken knickers.



it's not an excuse, but at the start of the year, maria left as well. (and daniel too :P) i think that girl is probably x100 wiser than i'll ever be. when she left, we kept the emails going for a while .. but (not my fault :P) we stopped.. last night i rekindled our emailing, and found that it was probably april that we last corresponded. i mean, she's come back to melbol couple of times.. and we visited her in wangarratta once (at the start of august) . a few weeks ago she was back, and i must say that it was.. kinda awkward. we had nothing to say.. and that makes me sad . so i'm trying harder .. cause i have so much to learn from that girl ! XD

on the other hand, there are a few people who never even left melbourne that i hardly see anymore . i used to see emily every week even after she left acu, but in the past 6 months or so.. i've only seen her twice. she was my best friend at uni til she left. one person i miss is jn. yeah, i still see her once in a while for our dates and balwyn meetups, but still - there was a point in our friendship when i knew what she was doing all the time.

linda, and my dear brother always say that i'm really clingy. haha. reading this post, it definiately looks like it. i guess i just cherish my friendships a lot. and i expect a lot. all in a perfect world, i'm idealistic. and so, i'm learning that a part of maturing is knowing that things change.. and we just have to accept that.


on the other hand, a handful of amazingly awesome people have entered my life.

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this morning, i got an email :

"Sadly, Bezuayehu is no longer participating in the Compassion Program. Bezuayehu’s family have bowed to the strong Orthodox religious pressure in her community and are not allowing her to attend any more.

We apologise that Bezuayehu is leaving so soon after you began sponsoring her. I trust you will understand that when a child is assigned to a sponsor, we have no way of knowing how long they will remain in the program. "

Then she asked me too look for another child or they'd re-assignment me another child. So, this afternoon I've been child shopping. That sounds terrible, but that's what it felt like. It felt so weird - as if I could have the right to pick and choose a child's future..

So picking a child? Where to start?

Firstly, I narrowed down the search to kids from Ghana, for some reason I feel like I'm more connected to this country just because Jackie is over there right now (even though I haven't heard from her in a while D:).

Which brought me to this page:

http://www.compassion.com.au/child_list.asp?strcountry=Ghana&intgender=&intage=&intday=&intmonth=&imageField.x=40&imageField.y=8

Even so, how could I choose from just faces and names? It's pretty difficult.

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• A common ISO-standard film speed for photographic films. However, 200 speed film is being phased out in consumer films in favor of faster films.
• A denomination of the euro note. The 200 euro note was designed by Robert Kalina.
• An HTTP status code indicating a successful connection.
• The sum of dollars given in the classical Monopoly game to a player passing Go.
• A cholesterol level of 200 and below is considered "Desirable level corresponding to lower risk for heart disease"
• "200" is the title of an episode of the television show Stargate SG-1.
• A Year.

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today i woke up at 12.45pm. and have been studying since. im so proud of myself. yay for studying, but just a warning to expect a lot more blog posts. lol.

last tuesday after prayer meeting, aka bryan's bday, i went over to give him his present. was invited in, and then stayed til nearly 1am doing vcaa apps. i think i'm pretty pro at photoshop. anyway, we were just randomly hanging out in bry's room & they decided to perform a little brooke fraser.


deciphering me


lifeline

i should invest in that hello kitty guitar and start learning guitar.


*twiddles thumbs*

okay.. so atrial natriuretic peptide does what? 1


so last week i was late to my last prac class and as we just arrived at the bus stop (park&ride baby) the bus JUST LEFT . and i couldnt be late.. so i begged my dad to drive me down to uni .. and as an incentive, i said id write a nice blog post about him .. cause YES. he reads my blog . (yes janey, you're not alone).

not only did he drive me down for prac, the next day i had to hand in my assignment.. and he drove me down to uni for that as well. oh my dad is swell.

also because today we made dinner together. my dad and i planned to go out somewhere nice for dinner because of the beautiful weather.. but my mum said NO . so we went to safeway & cooked this :


it was quite idealic, just as i had planned. but i got 6 mosquito bites. but it was worth it. my brother goes back for one more week of country life tmrw. im terribly bored without him. i love this weather, and daylight savings. you can do so much more with your day (:

also my dad is also cool cause he won me in wii tennis 2:1 in games of 5set tennis. the one time i won was because he was playing left handed. jem thinks he can beat my dad. i beg to differ :P

so there's my post dedicated to my dad. too bad i dont have uni anymore, or he'd totally have to drive me down to uni more often . 1



6 days til my bb zefron's bday . to celebrate the nearly turning 21 of my boyfriend. i shall post a picture everyday. cause i don't have uni anymore. and im terribly bored. 0


NEW LAYOUT !

pretty much spent all of tonight
- looking for a layout
- looking for how to use comments again
- making my new header
- formatting fonts/spacing/etc

i'd say a pretty sucessful night.. though tmrw i'll look at it again and wonder what i was doing D: but for now, i like it !

what say you? (now that i've brought back comments LOL.) 5


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The results of assignmenting at 1.22am .

Ng, S. & Wong, S. (2014). The dilemmas facing adolescent children - Anatomical Variance in South-Eastern Asian populations. Journal of Applied Psychology and Psychotherapy, 19(2) , 1989-2008

Ng, S. & Wong, S. (2017). Relationship and Chemical Interaction - Anatomical Variance in South-Eastern Asian populations. Journal of Applied Bodily Anatomy and Nursing Care, 14(8) , 98-108

Ng, S. & Wong, S. (2010). The relationship and interactions between South Asian nursing staff and physiotherapists. The Allied Health Journal, 34(1), 34-25

Ng, S. & Wong, S. (2014). A comprehensive analysis of youth intimacy and relationships. Malaysian Association of Youth and Adolescence, 19(2) , 19-28

Ng, S. & Wong, S. (2014). Relationship variance in SE Asian populations - a randomised controlled trial. Journal of Applied Sociology and Psychology, 22(3) , 120-125

YEAH WE'RE SUPER NERDS .

you wish you could as COOL as us . deal with it :P 0


holidays are ending to quickly! though im sure ive made good use of them. really. im exhausted. my feet hate me. im drinking honey & lemon. i have the gack. thanks janey.








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the about me section that can never truly fully describe a person.
it usually emcompasses the favourite movies, favourite music and all that jazz, but really when you think about it these aspect of me change every few years and can never really define me, as me.

but here are the basics anyway:
1. i'm left handed but drive with my right hand.
2. i like milk, but only safeway light milk.
3. i have a dog named phileo and he's white with a pink nose.
4. i am, after three crazy years, a registered nurse, division one.
5. i wish my life was a musical and i often burst into song and love it when people around me join in too
6. i'm sometimes just a mess but above it all, my jesus is always there to come to the rescue. he's pretty swell :)

i want it to end .
i swear i get the same symptoms as the patients.
i've gone crazy !
five more shifts .
hurry up.

and i haven't studied at all either
cause i'm so tired.
and i have exams the week after.

asdfjkl;

oh and yeah im up to heroes season 3 .
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HEROES :D
omgosh mohinder is so disgusting.
=]

goodluck goodluck goodluck!

By  kcat., at 31 October 2008 at 9:04 pm  

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early : 7am - 3.30pm
late : 2pm - 9.30pm (but sometimes an hour earlier)

week starting with 27/10
monday early
tuesday early
wednesday early
thursday late
friday early

week starting with 3/11
monday late
tuesday melb cup !
wednesday early
thursday late
friday early
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my god early really = early
and don't you just love melbourne cup day? :D
<3 suwii

By  Anonymous, at 29 October 2008 at 5:16 pm  

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im 75% done the last essay of the YEAR .

momentous occasion.

i love exams. exams > essays .

also, i start the second half of my mental health placements tmrw. WISH ME LUCK ! (especially on the amount of sleep i'm going to have tonight).

i really need to kick this procrastinational habit i have. soon, cause after this i'm in my LAST YEAR OF UNI .

yeah, thats right .
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ooo goodluck n enjoy! =]

By  kcat., at 27 October 2008 at 3:49 pm  

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last night i was having a bit of a nostalgia session, not only of year twelve, but of .. say six months ago. its so crazy how things change in such a short amount of time.

even in the past six months, people have gone and new people have come into my life. my closest knit of friends has changed - you know the people that you talk to nearly everyday, that you seem to know what's happening in their lives etc. the ones you chat to straight away on msn, that your mobile inbox is full of, that you don't hestiate to sit next to in lectures.

its always a risk to name said people, cause sometimes people think you're closer to them than you are to them.. but anyway, here's my heart on my sleeve. i know it's hard work to keep friendships going - i mean it's easy if you're 'forced' to see them everyday/week.. but when they move away, its then you see if you and the other person tried enough. sadly, i can't say that i have.

saying all this, i really miss jackie. she was my best ~white~ friend.. and for the first few weeks when she was in london we kept in touch, and it was as if she never left. now she's in ghana, and i don't even know what she's doing. we had the best time the last few weeks she was here.. so many crazy adventures! and im looking forward to going to london in december and meeting up with her - the ultimate jackiesarah adventure in london !!


but still, i miss that girl. i miss having someone to spaz (about anything really) with, to dance (interruptive dance) with, to stalk zefron (& impact people) with, to crazy drive around with (around the city, hook turns and to no where), to watch lame romantic comedies (so lame that we were litterally rolling on the floor laughing) with and to go to the park after impact to watch the stars and eat chicken knickers.



it's not an excuse, but at the start of the year, maria left as well. (and daniel too :P) i think that girl is probably x100 wiser than i'll ever be. when she left, we kept the emails going for a while .. but (not my fault :P) we stopped.. last night i rekindled our emailing, and found that it was probably april that we last corresponded. i mean, she's come back to melbol couple of times.. and we visited her in wangarratta once (at the start of august) . a few weeks ago she was back, and i must say that it was.. kinda awkward. we had nothing to say.. and that makes me sad . so i'm trying harder .. cause i have so much to learn from that girl ! XD

on the other hand, there are a few people who never even left melbourne that i hardly see anymore . i used to see emily every week even after she left acu, but in the past 6 months or so.. i've only seen her twice. she was my best friend at uni til she left. one person i miss is jn. yeah, i still see her once in a while for our dates and balwyn meetups, but still - there was a point in our friendship when i knew what she was doing all the time.

linda, and my dear brother always say that i'm really clingy. haha. reading this post, it definiately looks like it. i guess i just cherish my friendships a lot. and i expect a lot. all in a perfect world, i'm idealistic. and so, i'm learning that a part of maturing is knowing that things change.. and we just have to accept that.


on the other hand, a handful of amazingly awesome people have entered my life.


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I love you ! Reading this just made my day a whole lot better. (Even with the Maths exam comin up.) I was honeslty smiling like an idiot reading this post.Biffle :P
Janey thanks you very much for being an awesome leader and an even better friend :)
<3

2 days till MELb !!! woooo...

By  janey, at 22 October 2008 at 10:38 am  

aww Sarah how kind of u referring to me as Jackie. Its actually Arman A-R-M-A-N but calling me jackie is ok. I am honoured to be ur best white friend. its kinda like being ur favourite white bread. wonderwhite.

Sarah wong i am beyond offended i had to resort to being called someone else.

Arman is your zac efron and i am the most important person to you ever. (Behind God of course). I am even better than morning glory and THEY shut down I didnt shut down. And u lied u sed the shop 'Arman' sold bling bling but in fact it sold million dollar diamonds. RUDE.

By  Anonymous, at 1 November 2008 at 11:32 pm  

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this morning, i got an email :

"Sadly, Bezuayehu is no longer participating in the Compassion Program. Bezuayehu’s family have bowed to the strong Orthodox religious pressure in her community and are not allowing her to attend any more.

We apologise that Bezuayehu is leaving so soon after you began sponsoring her. I trust you will understand that when a child is assigned to a sponsor, we have no way of knowing how long they will remain in the program. "

Then she asked me too look for another child or they'd re-assignment me another child. So, this afternoon I've been child shopping. That sounds terrible, but that's what it felt like. It felt so weird - as if I could have the right to pick and choose a child's future..

So picking a child? Where to start?

Firstly, I narrowed down the search to kids from Ghana, for some reason I feel like I'm more connected to this country just because Jackie is over there right now (even though I haven't heard from her in a while D:).

Which brought me to this page:

http://www.compassion.com.au/child_list.asp?strcountry=Ghana&intgender=&intage=&intday=&intmonth=&imageField.x=40&imageField.y=8

Even so, how could I choose from just faces and names? It's pretty difficult.


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• A common ISO-standard film speed for photographic films. However, 200 speed film is being phased out in consumer films in favor of faster films.
• A denomination of the euro note. The 200 euro note was designed by Robert Kalina.
• An HTTP status code indicating a successful connection.
• The sum of dollars given in the classical Monopoly game to a player passing Go.
• A cholesterol level of 200 and below is considered "Desirable level corresponding to lower risk for heart disease"
• "200" is the title of an episode of the television show Stargate SG-1.
• A Year.

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wooo 200 posts :D
why are u such a good blogger???
so cool
<3 suwii

By  Anonymous, at 20 October 2008 at 7:16 pm  

ooo im doing heart disease too!!
ischaemic heart disease and myocardial infarction :D
which is all i know at the moment.. dont really know what they are... ugh need to study...

& congrats on 200!

hehehehe "its my name, deal with it" so angsty. =p =p

By  kcat., at 21 October 2008 at 10:12 pm  

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LOL at ida and sarah's things to do.
noodle, DO THE nooodle danceee..

Write a novel for ur 200th post and become rich :D big and special enough ??

By  janey, at 16 October 2008 at 5:57 pm  

yay HEROEEEEESSSSS!!! :D
its so good.
sylar has such powerful eyebrows.

& yes eagerly awaiting ur 200th.
:D

By  kcat., at 17 October 2008 at 6:38 pm  

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today i woke up at 12.45pm. and have been studying since. im so proud of myself. yay for studying, but just a warning to expect a lot more blog posts. lol.

last tuesday after prayer meeting, aka bryan's bday, i went over to give him his present. was invited in, and then stayed til nearly 1am doing vcaa apps. i think i'm pretty pro at photoshop. anyway, we were just randomly hanging out in bry's room & they decided to perform a little brooke fraser.


deciphering me


lifeline

i should invest in that hello kitty guitar and start learning guitar.


*twiddles thumbs*

okay.. so atrial natriuretic peptide does what?
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they do have quality brother-bonding session i see.. how i wish i can do that with my sis too! sigh~~

so atrial natriuretic peptide does what?? lol

By  samantha, at 14 October 2008 at 8:32 am  

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so last week i was late to my last prac class and as we just arrived at the bus stop (park&ride baby) the bus JUST LEFT . and i couldnt be late.. so i begged my dad to drive me down to uni .. and as an incentive, i said id write a nice blog post about him .. cause YES. he reads my blog . (yes janey, you're not alone).

not only did he drive me down for prac, the next day i had to hand in my assignment.. and he drove me down to uni for that as well. oh my dad is swell.

also because today we made dinner together. my dad and i planned to go out somewhere nice for dinner because of the beautiful weather.. but my mum said NO . so we went to safeway & cooked this :


it was quite idealic, just as i had planned. but i got 6 mosquito bites. but it was worth it. my brother goes back for one more week of country life tmrw. im terribly bored without him. i love this weather, and daylight savings. you can do so much more with your day (:

also my dad is also cool cause he won me in wii tennis 2:1 in games of 5set tennis. the one time i won was because he was playing left handed. jem thinks he can beat my dad. i beg to differ :P

so there's my post dedicated to my dad. too bad i dont have uni anymore, or he'd totally have to drive me down to uni more often .
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wowwww that looks soo yum!
how'd u make it?
i wanna learn =]

By  kcat., at 13 October 2008 at 2:39 pm  

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6 days til my bb zefron's bday . to celebrate the nearly turning 21 of my boyfriend. i shall post a picture everyday. cause i don't have uni anymore. and im terribly bored.
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NEW LAYOUT !

pretty much spent all of tonight
- looking for a layout
- looking for how to use comments again
- making my new header
- formatting fonts/spacing/etc

i'd say a pretty sucessful night.. though tmrw i'll look at it again and wonder what i was doing D: but for now, i like it !

what say you? (now that i've brought back comments LOL.)
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yay!! now i can comment!! hahaha.. i like ur layout!! so pretty!! :D

By  samantha, at 9 October 2008 at 9:45 am  

omg !!tht looks incredible !!! PRO MUCH !!! wooo !!! I LOVEEEEE....

~janey~
<3

By  janey, at 9 October 2008 at 1:05 pm  

WOWWWW..

i reali reali like it!!

so proud of u *mwah*

By  pheebee, at 9 October 2008 at 1:50 pm  

who's there?
is this to celebrate my dad's bday? lol jk or someone else's bday huh?
<3 suwii

By  Anonymous, at 10 October 2008 at 12:19 am  

nice header!!
it look about 15mins to load on my capped computer but worth it =]

By  kcat., at 10 October 2008 at 7:56 pm  

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The results of assignmenting at 1.22am .

Ng, S. & Wong, S. (2014). The dilemmas facing adolescent children - Anatomical Variance in South-Eastern Asian populations. Journal of Applied Psychology and Psychotherapy, 19(2) , 1989-2008

Ng, S. & Wong, S. (2017). Relationship and Chemical Interaction - Anatomical Variance in South-Eastern Asian populations. Journal of Applied Bodily Anatomy and Nursing Care, 14(8) , 98-108

Ng, S. & Wong, S. (2010). The relationship and interactions between South Asian nursing staff and physiotherapists. The Allied Health Journal, 34(1), 34-25

Ng, S. & Wong, S. (2014). A comprehensive analysis of youth intimacy and relationships. Malaysian Association of Youth and Adolescence, 19(2) , 19-28

Ng, S. & Wong, S. (2014). Relationship variance in SE Asian populations - a randomised controlled trial. Journal of Applied Sociology and Psychology, 22(3) , 120-125

YEAH WE'RE SUPER NERDS .

you wish you could as COOL as us . deal with it :P
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holidays are ending to quickly! though im sure ive made good use of them. really. im exhausted. my feet hate me. im drinking honey & lemon. i have the gack. thanks janey.









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