Sunday 14 December 2008
i need a little more time with you.
i've had a little too many emo posts for my liking recently. at the start of this blog, i was insistent that i wouldn't emo it up here. so here i am, 18 hours away from flying off to ROME.. and i'm finally smiling. i don't care anymore. but despite everything, the worst thing is that you didn't even care to say goodbye.. you just left.
btw, i've got my phone on roaming.. so you can still message me !
(but it costs a fortune, so do so sparingly (: ) 0
Saturday 13 December 2008
crash .
i just crashed into carlson's car
being night and dark and raining
we couldn't assess the full damage
but i feel terrible
i guess this is the last straw
i need to get out of here
my angst has started to
affect my actions
and that's the point
where i just have to step back
or something worse than tonight
could happen. 1
Friday 12 December 2008
a snapshot of the year pt. II .
july
deeeeeep impact camp, HILLSONG (& sydney), mental health placements, SEVEN (its excellent) anniversary of BOL, werribeee zooooooo, carlsons' 21st+1 .
in the arena at hillsong
airport delayys = camwhore !
the last night of hillsong was amazing.
packed hall for the seventh anniversary.
zoooooooooooooing
deeeep impact when we got told off by neighbours .
august
allied health ball, law ball, canberrraaaaa, christina's goings away, lucy's bday, thristy merc!! (mercy thirst as my mum says), tiffany's ice skating birthday, TREASUED POSSESSIONSSS, 40 hr famine, wickeddd, maryborough, more yumchaaa, billyhyding, churross, studley parking/rowing, new age cafing
meeting k-rudd (who i totally hearts now for giving me a grand)
not eating for 40 hours during treasued posessions and the SO.. game.
dancing with randoms at law ball
me and WICKED TICKETSSSSs (im still obsessed with the soundtrack like four months later)
september
phoebe's birthday month = her 21st with facecake & dandenong, li's shoya bday, PBRO YO, dusty gold, first encounter with the police re: my driving, seeing singing, social nites, operation christmas childing etc.
pheeb's 21st on a deck
PETERBOROUGH (& gor) roadtrip . where we lost the boys.
li's 20th at shoya.
october
frankston roadtrip with uni kids, outings with steffi's bday, KITTENS in our backyard, finishing uni for the year, yumchas, starting placements .
frankston .
yumchaaaaaa .
november
continuing placements at mental health, epic girly night, last christmas party with all balwyns, finishing exams, julia's 20th, posh lunch, janey in melbourne = crazy crazy adventures and lists, meeting hunny, meeting ZEFRON & babyv & tisdale, farewells to zoe and tyi & aunty poh lee's scones..
continuing placements at mental health, epic girly night, last christmas party with all balwyns, finishing exams, julia's 20th, posh lunch, janey in melbourne = crazy crazy adventures and lists, meeting hunny, meeting ZEFRON & babyv & tisdale, farewells to zoe and tyi & aunty poh lee's scones..
christmas partyyy
vanessa hudgens and HSM3 premier
posh lunch
december
beaching at dromana, daylesford, no strings attached, last hours of jist, last mg&ann meet up, hotpots, picnics, french men, passing results, packing for holiday.. & HOLIDAYSSSS :D
random kid sits on jem at dromana.
lovers.
tis been a great year y'all.
love you all who have made my year fantastic .
*UP HUGSS*
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isaiah 7
'Be careful, keep calm and don't be afraid. Do not lose heart because of these two smoldering stubs of firewood.'
If you do not stand firm in your faith,
you will not stand at all.' "
10 Again the LORD spoke to Ahaz, 11 "Ask the LORD your God for a sign, whether in the deepest depths or in the highest heights."
12 But Ahaz said, "I will not ask; I will not put the LORD to the test."
13 Then Isaiah said, "Hear now, you house of David! Is it not enough to try the patience of men? Will you try the patience of my God also? 14 Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and will call him Immanuel.
Even though sometimes we may not feel Him near, If you do not stand firm in your faith, you will not stand at all. The Lord himself will give you a sign, God is with us.0
Thursday 11 December 2008
misty
JIST turned IST is now ST today & tomorrow it will be S. four more days 'til i leave for europe/america! (: these past few weeks have been awesome possum. (probably cause i haven't been working lol) i think i've pretty much met up and farewelled everyone i care about so if i havent seen you in the past month, then i obviously don't really care :P
i think it's been a great way to spend my last days of the year in melbourne.
epic last hours of jist.
dromana with bolys
daylesford with balwyns
touristing with some tdivs
hanging out in the guys toilets & phone stealing with primary school buds.
hotpot discussions with uni kids
french men. enough said.
;)
and now i'm off to pack . jia you!
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Wednesday 10 December 2008
womanizer
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
so you'd better come early
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
so you can reclaim your FOOOOOD
ńëìĻ says:
D=
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
like how simba took back the pride lands
ńëìĻ says:
yay simba
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
simba was sooo hot
ńëìĻ says:
i like pumba
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
you are pumba
ńëìĻ says:
Oooooersss
ńëìĻ says:
well ur rafiki
ńëìĻ says:
blue butt
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
nooooooooo
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
im NALAAAAA
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
fran can be rafiki
ńëìĻ says:
fine
ńëìĻ says:
but i get to be Ed
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
yay i marry simbaaaaa
ńëìĻ says:
nah uh
ńëìĻ says:
dont u know how a pride works
ńëìĻ says:
theres like 10 different girls he marries
ńëìĻ says:
simbas got 10 wives
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
HAHAHA
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
polygamy
ńëìĻ says:
yuppp
ńëìĻ says:
freakin simba
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
hahaa
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
what a womanizer
jisaraht loves shoddy and ZOEEEEEE ( D ) says:
womanizer, womanizer, you're a womaniser 0
Tuesday 9 December 2008
a snapshot of the year
i have a lot of photos. i love taking them and i like being in them. i reckon it really does help build memories, and makes it easy to look back on to ~reminisce~ about the past. just like in this case.
i've made a collection of some of the memories of this year with my photos, and re-upload them on facebook. but i'll give a little taste of whats in store here. so here's a little recap on the year, mostly looking through what i posted in this blog. yay archives.
i've made a collection of some of the memories of this year with my photos, and re-upload them on facebook. but i'll give a little taste of whats in store here. so here's a little recap on the year, mostly looking through what i posted in this blog. yay archives.
january
planetshakers conference, football, lindas 19th, judah smith fandom, unaustralian party, first drifting with suwii's new Ps, jn's bday & japan!
planetshakers conference, football, lindas 19th, judah smith fandom, unaustralian party, first drifting with suwii's new Ps, jn's bday & japan!
jn's 19th
linda's 19th
febuary
mostly japan, starting uni, oysters, manifesting & drunk mikey.
hiroshima
disneyland
RAMENmarch
my first date with sarah at the beach, first sushi train, assignments x432, easter camp (met janey), dandenong roadtrip (first roadtrip of the year), girl's night, mooomba, joo's 19th, j9's 21st
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bom chick wai wah . easter camp .
april
oreos, manifest, fire alarms x2, breaking into my house on youtube, ian and jason's bdays, are you smarter than a 5th grader, yarravalley roadtrip, high school musical on ice,
yarra valley roadtrip .
jason's 17th
may (my birthday month)
jackie's sleepover, operation custard dead bodies, my champagne birthday party, my actualy birthday, koko, many many jackie dates, my birthday dinner & karaoke with balwyns, tp, cupcakes, chicken knickers, suwii's 19th &jackie leaving ):
family dinner at koko for bday.
champagne birthday party.
last jackie days.
june
taras 22nd, dad's bday, sushi night at sarah's, kungfu panda, exams exams exams, parents overseas, secret blog club, carried away, & geeeeeeeelong roadtripppppp .
second half of the year to come ..
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Monday 8 December 2008
the end of the year post
i thought i should start the end of the year post, since i'm leaving on monday. this is probably the first in the series. the general thoughts of different aspects of my life in 2008.
church
the year of expecting great things and attempting great things. here we are at the end, and i guess although it has been an excellent year, great things are still to come. leading up the impact camp and the seventh anniversary (seven, its excellent) was amazing. those prayer meetings and the atmosphere of church was so invigorating. but i think we all started to slow down after that peak. i guess we all need a break from everything. from 'doing church' and instead being that family -- home. we'll see where we are next year.
uni
after not enjoying and emo-ing about first year, second year has been a blast! i know i always go on about nursing, but i really do love it. it's more than just wiping butts, we have so much responsibility and thus it makes uni interesting. practical stuff. i must say it was hard, and the material was challenging.. and i won't say any more about it cause i havent got my results back yet XD
work
this year i started at mercy and was my second year at safeway (soon to be woolworths). at the start of the year i was gonna quit safeway cause i was sick of it.. but once i started mercy.. i loved it! LOL. i love talking to people and safeway is the place to do it. i've learnt so much from that job. mercy on the other hand has taught me a lot about cssd. and although sometimes its quite tidious, it's a good job and i'm so blessed to have both!
friends
where would i be without my friends? really, as much as thats cliche. i really hold true to that statement. my brother diagnosed me with dependency issues, and i guess thats why i value my friendships a little too much (whats too much?). i might do a longer post about this topic later, but i really thank God for putting such awesome people in my life. in all areas of my life. i can't say that i'm 'miss popular' with parties every weekend, but i have some really awesome close friends, which i think is better than 323 accquaintences. my church kids, my uni buds, my balwyns & my primary schoolies . you make me smile, you make my life .
family
my family, as i often state, are the coolest kids on the block. i actually like hanging out with them, which is a foreign concept to most kids. and although we have our issues, like any family, im so blessed to be a part of my family, to belong. we talk, we laugh and we dance like no other family. and i'm soon going to stuck with them for a month like in the amazing race. so i'll see if this paragraph still rings true by the end of it :P
life
i guess this year has been really awesome. it's been good and i don't have any complaints. nothing out of the ordinary, but all those little things that happen everyday have just made it something to look back on fondly. next year if going to be tough, i can't say i'm looking forward to it.. i want to stay in 2008! i'm scared. i'm scared of being in final year. i'm scared of graduating. i'm scared of change. but we can't escape it, so here's me saying.. bring it on. what is it? IT IS. yeah yeah yeah. 0
i hate christmas parties
i look under the tree
but there's nothing for me
cause it's a broken heart
you're giving me
---
best present ever
let it snow, let it reindeer
babbit
hunny smell
---
so last night, was the epic last 24 hours of JIST
(janey ida sarah tiffany)
church
grumpybums
best presents ever
hunnifing boys
indochine
blowing bubbles into coconut juice
purple tank tops and red tight jeans with bling
making scones
heroing and peter losing his power
looking for boys in balwyn
epic failing
picnicing with scones
d&m-ing on templestowe college fields
missing boys by just that much
johnjohn's house
pretending to be janey while talking to dave and jem
chicken chuck it in
ida's tram nightmare
korean food
driving to airport
lesbians.. all aboard!
last camwhores
last jumping pics
last talks
last hugs
waving through those gates
ransom toby
speaker phone boy talk
coles express and tryhard slurpee
fail francis birthday surprise
last tiff hugs
back to yallambie
everything everything talk in car
easy mac cheeeese
lala shoes
atheist/ breaking parents
gossip girl boy
best talk/whisper
bye bye
5am.
yeah, all these memories in one day
let alone this whole year
i miss you girlies already
):
1but there's nothing for me
cause it's a broken heart
you're giving me
---
best present ever
let it snow, let it reindeer
babbit
hunny smell
---
so last night, was the epic last 24 hours of JIST
(janey ida sarah tiffany)
church
grumpybums
best presents ever
hunnifing boys
indochine
blowing bubbles into coconut juice
purple tank tops and red tight jeans with bling
making scones
heroing and peter losing his power
looking for boys in balwyn
epic failing
picnicing with scones
d&m-ing on templestowe college fields
missing boys by just that much
johnjohn's house
pretending to be janey while talking to dave and jem
chicken chuck it in
ida's tram nightmare
korean food
driving to airport
lesbians.. all aboard!
last camwhores
last jumping pics
last talks
last hugs
waving through those gates
ransom toby
speaker phone boy talk
coles express and tryhard slurpee
fail francis birthday surprise
last tiff hugs
back to yallambie
everything everything talk in car
easy mac cheeeese
lala shoes
atheist/ breaking parents
gossip girl boy
best talk/whisper
bye bye
5am.
yeah, all these memories in one day
let alone this whole year
i miss you girlies already
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Saturday 6 December 2008
that is where i'll be.
everything's gonna be alright
in the summmmerrtiiiiiimeeeeee
even if i have to wait til next year, i don't care
all i know is that i'll meet you there
in the summmeerrrttiiiimeeeeeee
that is where i'll be
---
although it doesn't fix anything
pumping up the muzak
and crazy dancing in the car
with my awesome girlies
helps
(:
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Friday 5 December 2008
senior year.
today we went to the beach
we were beached as bro .
tomorrow we're watching hsm3
im so freaking excited
i really don't care if you think im immature
and though its 1.30am
im watching hsm2 now to prepare myself for awesomeness.
(yeah its late, just had an intense family therapy session.) 0
Wednesday 3 December 2008
twelve days of christmas .
i can't wait to get out of here
and just leave everything behind
(more so certain people)
so i have twelve days left in melbourne
please make a booking for dates before i leave!
(:
0and just leave everything behind
(more so certain people)
so i have twelve days left in melbourne
please make a booking for dates before i leave!
(:
