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The intermittent records of a slightly socially retarded, trigger happy, newbie registered nurse attempting to defy mediocrity.. and gravity, of course.

working has been good, but with working means no social life. i've missed the past 3 planned meetings with the uni kids, i've missed countless impacts/church sundays, i haven't had time to do a lot of things.. it's taking time to get used to shift/weekend work X)

and thus! days off and events are very rare and very special.

upcoming
16/4 graduate study day. getting paid to listen to lectures and study X) and i see amyahn and dorcasss :)
17/4 janeytimee and the last song plspls.
18-22/4 5 days straight of works
22/4 switchfooot at billboards
23-24/4 torquay for janey's birthday
24/4 janey's birthday
1/5 my 21st birthday partyyyyyyy
19/5 my 21st birthdayday
24/5 socceroos vs. newzealand maatch
28/5 suwii's birthday :D

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i'm actually starting to really enjoy work :) it's the 5th week and the appraisal is due next week. i've just done mine today with my newly discovered preceptor and i'm anxious to see what she writes.. because i think i've improved tremendously in the last two weeks or so :) i feel like part of the ward, the staff are all lovely, the patients are gorgeous if they're not demented and i feel like i might actually have something to contribute to the betterment of society.

i say again, i'm actually starting to enjoy work :) life is looking up :) 1


Like a fire shut up in my bones
I want the world to know
You are God

With a passion burning deep within
I want the world to know
That You live

Let Your presence come and saturate
Every part of me
Make me new
Let Your Spirit come and move within
Fill me once again
I need more

Jesus I'm desperate for You
Jesus I'm hungry for You
Jesus I'm longing for You
Lord You are, all I want

Come like a flood
And saturate me now
You're all I want

Come like the wind
And sweep throughout this place
You're all we want.

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So shakersconference is/was this week. I got to go to 1.5 sessions despite work.. and it was definitely worth it.

I've grown up in church, I've known of this God my whole existence and that fact is divine FAVOUR that has been put on my life. I've always known Him to be real, even as a kid.. I always looked up to the grown ups who praised with their hands lifted up and wish the kids around me could do that too.. thinking that that next level of worship was only for the grown ups. I could always feel His presence even from a young age.

I was in year 8 when I truly started to understand the significance and reality of this God that my parents had dedicated their lives to. I found Him real for myself. I was on fire, I was passionate, I raised my hands when no one else my age did. I jumped around like crazy. It was the first love.

Now, 8 years later.. I'm here. After so many hurts and disappointments and just the mundanity of life.. I've lost that fire. I remember being that teenager and seeing my leaders skip conference and being appalled by their lack to enthusiasm. But now I'm the leader.. so what kind of example am I setting?

We really need to get back to the place of our first love. That passion that you just can't contain. That's the passion you see at shakers conference. The other night I was praising and going crazy.. and for a moment opened my eyes and saw the thousands of young people just abandoned in praise. I saw young people reaching that high and connecting with their creator.

I think there's a balance. I'm not that teenager anymore, but that doesn't mean we can't be passionate. We need to start edging on the next generation to reach those highs and start stirring up that passion.

I want that passion that feels like a fire shut up in my bones. Saturate me. 2

My almost 7 year old has been secretly making a comic series, and the other day, he revealed his work in progress to me.

I thought it was the coolest thing ever! I was so impressed with the consistency of his cover designs and drawings. It was all inspired by Star Wars, of course.

But he was gutted (very disappointed) when I mentioned that he had spelled MONSTERS wrong.

So he decided that “MOSTERS” was the name of the alien race.

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I WANT TO BE KAREN CHENG.

Yes, my life is that dull that I need to reblog other people's lives.

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You’ve worked very hard to be the person you’ve become. Do NOT let ANYONE, under ANY circumstances, make you feel you’re ANY less than you KNOW you are. ‘Self-worth’ is as important as it sounds.

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the about me section that can never truly fully describe a person.
it usually emcompasses the favourite movies, favourite music and all that jazz, but really when you think about it these aspect of me change every few years and can never really define me, as me.

but here are the basics anyway:
1. i'm left handed but drive with my right hand.
2. i like milk, but only safeway light milk.
3. i have a dog named phileo and he's white with a pink nose.
4. i am, after three crazy years, a registered nurse, division one.
5. i wish my life was a musical and i often burst into song and love it when people around me join in too
6. i'm sometimes just a mess but above it all, my jesus is always there to come to the rescue. he's pretty swell :)

working has been good, but with working means no social life. i've missed the past 3 planned meetings with the uni kids, i've missed countless impacts/church sundays, i haven't had time to do a lot of things.. it's taking time to get used to shift/weekend work X)

and thus! days off and events are very rare and very special.

upcoming
16/4 graduate study day. getting paid to listen to lectures and study X) and i see amyahn and dorcasss :)
17/4 janeytimee and the last song plspls.
18-22/4 5 days straight of works
22/4 switchfooot at billboards
23-24/4 torquay for janey's birthday
24/4 janey's birthday
1/5 my 21st birthday partyyyyyyy
19/5 my 21st birthdayday
24/5 socceroos vs. newzealand maatch
28/5 suwii's birthday :D

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likes this :D the bw one is nice foofoo

By  Nandaaa, at 15 April 2010 at 6:59 pm  

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i'm actually starting to really enjoy work :) it's the 5th week and the appraisal is due next week. i've just done mine today with my newly discovered preceptor and i'm anxious to see what she writes.. because i think i've improved tremendously in the last two weeks or so :) i feel like part of the ward, the staff are all lovely, the patients are gorgeous if they're not demented and i feel like i might actually have something to contribute to the betterment of society.

i say again, i'm actually starting to enjoy work :) life is looking up :)
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Yay :) Likes this

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By  suwii, at 13 April 2010 at 4:48 pm  

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Like a fire shut up in my bones
I want the world to know
You are God

With a passion burning deep within
I want the world to know
That You live

Let Your presence come and saturate
Every part of me
Make me new
Let Your Spirit come and move within
Fill me once again
I need more

Jesus I'm desperate for You
Jesus I'm hungry for You
Jesus I'm longing for You
Lord You are, all I want

Come like a flood
And saturate me now
You're all I want

Come like the wind
And sweep throughout this place
You're all we want.

---

So shakersconference is/was this week. I got to go to 1.5 sessions despite work.. and it was definitely worth it.

I've grown up in church, I've known of this God my whole existence and that fact is divine FAVOUR that has been put on my life. I've always known Him to be real, even as a kid.. I always looked up to the grown ups who praised with their hands lifted up and wish the kids around me could do that too.. thinking that that next level of worship was only for the grown ups. I could always feel His presence even from a young age.

I was in year 8 when I truly started to understand the significance and reality of this God that my parents had dedicated their lives to. I found Him real for myself. I was on fire, I was passionate, I raised my hands when no one else my age did. I jumped around like crazy. It was the first love.

Now, 8 years later.. I'm here. After so many hurts and disappointments and just the mundanity of life.. I've lost that fire. I remember being that teenager and seeing my leaders skip conference and being appalled by their lack to enthusiasm. But now I'm the leader.. so what kind of example am I setting?

We really need to get back to the place of our first love. That passion that you just can't contain. That's the passion you see at shakers conference. The other night I was praising and going crazy.. and for a moment opened my eyes and saw the thousands of young people just abandoned in praise. I saw young people reaching that high and connecting with their creator.

I think there's a balance. I'm not that teenager anymore, but that doesn't mean we can't be passionate. We need to start edging on the next generation to reach those highs and start stirring up that passion.

I want that passion that feels like a fire shut up in my bones. Saturate me.
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Amen! :)

By  samantha, at 9 April 2010 at 10:39 am  

it was.. wow.
i didnt grow up in church.. rather parents were buddhist.. so to attend and see/feel that level of commitment was extremely powerful and left me curious for more :)
u have to watch last nights preaching! td jakes (y)

knulave
like no love but not.

By  kcat., at 10 April 2010 at 8:54 am  

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My almost 7 year old has been secretly making a comic series, and the other day, he revealed his work in progress to me.

I thought it was the coolest thing ever! I was so impressed with the consistency of his cover designs and drawings. It was all inspired by Star Wars, of course.

But he was gutted (very disappointed) when I mentioned that he had spelled MONSTERS wrong.

So he decided that “MOSTERS” was the name of the alien race.

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I WANT TO BE KAREN CHENG.

Yes, my life is that dull that I need to reblog other people's lives.

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You’ve worked very hard to be the person you’ve become. Do NOT let ANYONE, under ANY circumstances, make you feel you’re ANY less than you KNOW you are. ‘Self-worth’ is as important as it sounds.

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maybe thats the reason why we dont shop together. OVERSPENDAGE.

<3 uu
i buy u house with 4 rooms and fancy light sign board for 21st okays ? 24th apr, its a date

By  janey, at 1 April 2010 at 10:42 am  

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