Sunday 30 August 2009
f/1.8 50mm
i just have to say, i love my new lens. bokeh me up. 0
forgive.
i am completely addicted to forgiven durden's musical album razia's shadow. so many lyrics that i want to put as my msn pm. love it.
Place your hand on mine.
Untie your mind.
Untie your mind.
His two purest talents were Ahrima and Nidria, two destined hearts,
Bound by the same idea; the unrelenting constancy of love and hope
She averted his passion and eased his blood.
And so he confessed it to her, he had fallen in love.
And so he confessed it to her, he had fallen in love.
Everything seems to fade when I see her face.
The sky and trees all blur everytime I look at her!
Nobody understood me till her eyes fixed upon me.
My puzzle life's complete, now that I've found the missing piece!
You're not the only one who thinks they're falling in love.
You must be patient.
They will realize what I see inside.
You must be patient.
They will realize what I see inside.
Could this be the day I’ve waited for
When all my hard work doesn’t go ignored?
It hurts so bad,
with a knife in your back.
with a knife in your back.
A romance seeker. The streets frowned, but deep down he screamed out.
He knew there was accuracy in the antiquated legacy.
Legitimacy to the famed sea. A quiet certainty to his fated fantasies.
It seems to me like every star agreed to meet
Right over our heads tonight to fix there bright.
0Right over our heads tonight to fix there bright.
Friday 28 August 2009
proverbs 31
A good woman is hard to find,
and worth far more than diamonds.
Her husband trusts her without reserve,
and never has reason to regret it.
Never spiteful, she treats him generously
all her life long.
She's up before dawn, preparing breakfast
for her family and organizing her day.
She looks over a field and buys it,
then, with money she's put aside, plants a garden.
First thing in the morning, she dresses for work,
rolls up her sleeves, eager to get started.
She senses the worth of her work,
is in no hurry to call it quits for the day.
She keeps an eye on everyone in her household,
and keeps them all busy and productive.
Her children respect and bless her;
her husband joins in with words of praise:
"Many women have done wonderful things,
but you've outclassed them all!"
Charm can mislead and beauty soon fades.
The woman to be admired and praised
is the woman who lives in the Fear-of-God.
- the message
you are all these things and more
i only hope that i can be like that one day
for my own family :)
happy birthday mummy :)
Thursday 27 August 2009
i.
don't know what to say to you
don't know what to do from here
don't know how things got this way so quickly
haven't done any assignments all semester.
kill me now. 0
Wednesday 26 August 2009
words i find amusing.
loiter
pumice
tomfoolery
frolicking
assistant
oh and i think i finally learn how to spell decision. that's right.. right? i broke it up into three parts. de - cis - ion . and imagined a french francis as the nucleus to an ion. yes, my brain works through mnemonics. mnemonic?
lets add that to the list too. mnemonic. mnemonic. mnemonic. m - nemo - nic = a common face killing nemo with a weapon shaped as a 'm'.
am i weird? i like to think so. 0
Monday 24 August 2009
pretend.
new layout.
like (y)
or no likes this?
pls tagboard it up :) 0
bolds and italics.
A drop in the ocean // A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
Its like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But i'm holding you closer than most
'Cause you are my heaven.
I dont wanna waste the weekend
If you dont love me, pretend a few more hours, then its time to go
As my train rolls down the east coast I wonder how you keep warm
Its too late to cry
To broken to move on And still i cant let you be
Most nights i hardly sleep
Don't take what you don't need from me
Misplaced trust and old friends
Never counting regrets
But a grace of God I do not rest at all
In new England as the leaves change
The last excuse I'll claim, I was a boy who loved a women like a little girl
And still i cant let you be
Most nights i hardly sleep
Dont take what you dont need from me
Heaven doesnt seem far away anymore no no
Heaven doesnt seem far away
A drop in the ocean A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
Its like wishing for rain as i stand in the desert
But i'm holding you closer than most, Cause you are my heaven.
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this song has been on repeat all night.
part of me wants to know the truth
but the rest of me wants to keep pretending
that heaven is just that much closer.
Friday 21 August 2009
kicw.
13th august.
20th august.
so, i got a webcam.
please feel free to serenade me :)
i guess it's up to me to find a way to get to you
and there's just one last thing that i have to say
as we reflect on the mess of all of this i've made
it was cowardice that made me push you away
i was so afraid because you were so much better than me.
because we're the best.
and deserve it :)
i love you.. a lot ♥
0and there's just one last thing that i have to say
as we reflect on the mess of all of this i've made
it was cowardice that made me push you away
i was so afraid because you were so much better than me.
because we're the best.
and deserve it :)
i love you.. a lot ♥
Wednesday 19 August 2009
klia
Hello lovers,
I'm posting from KLIA while waiting for our flight in like another 2.5 hours.. over eager much? Nothing really to report though, just thought it would be cool to update from ~overseas~ because Malaysia is so exotic and all. Looking forward to getting back, should reach by 9amish~ and considering whether or not to attend my 12-2 lecture or just go straight to my 4pm prac. D:
Anyone want to stalk me in my 2 hour break? :D
Okay off to check facebook nao. It's kinda intimidating cause there's people waiting for me at the kiosk. Might come on later as to not look like I'm hogging it lol. 0
Saturday 15 August 2009
hot chocolate.
i love my impact kiddies. tonight was really good. ryre is our new hangout :) i love my girls! tiffany, zoe, kayla, nicole and janey ♥ i think we're really cool. i love that we can just talk and be vunerable and pray in random public places. i love God. He's cool. i love what He's doing in impact, the atmosphere is changing. we're not just a bunch of kids that meet up and have fun, but we are there because of God, to experience something that nothing else can offer. only God. and THAT is amazing. i love. i love too.
had another d&m&waaweowuffkicw in the car and we just talked about what was on our minds and in our heads :) recently, i've felt very overwhelmed and frankly, just not good enough. good enough for a job. good enough for worship. good enough for leadership.
but something that resounded in me from what we learnt at impact tonight is that.. it really isn't about if we are good enough for man to see.. cause all God cares about is the heart. the thing is, right now, is my heart in the right place? i honestly don't know.
anyway, i think i'm just having a little angst session because i'm flying off tomorrow and because the last time i took off, my world changed. i wonder what's instore for me this time.. hopefully, it's just gai fan and some milo bing! and hugs before i leave ♥ teehee. 0
Thursday 13 August 2009
white people make me laugh.
11:27pmFelicity
hey how come you're jetting off to malaysia, btw?
i'm super jealous
11:27pmSarah
ahaha
my mum has some legal stuff to do
and asked me to tag along
11:27pmFelicity
AWESOME
11:27pmSarah
ill be back by thursday away
hahaa
can't miss my paeds prac
poor millie
11:28pmFelicity
yeah she's toast
poor love
11:28pmSarah
aww
spoiler much?
11:28pmFelicity
i got told off for treating her disrespectfully
11:28pmSarah
haha
how?
11:28pmFelicity
not by mandy - by my mates!
i was trying cpr
too hard
11:29pmSarah
over excited?
11:29pmFelicity
so just started poking the doll in the chest really hard
11:29pmSarah
which doll?
the asian one
or the black one
not to be racist
or anything
11:29pmFelicity
no the little resusc one
omg i LOVE the black one
11:30pmSarah
i must say i am quite partial to the asian one
because i am asian
is that racist?
11:31pmFelicity
nah
no wya
that's just evolutionary
it's in your blood to protect the small asian children!!
hahaa
sorry ... hope that's not rascist!
11:31pmSarah
ahaha
xenophobe
because asians are the weakest of the lot?
is that what you're implying?
AT LEAST WE'RE GOOD AT MATHS
D:
11:32pmFelicity
asians are AWESOME
i am soo asian
haven't you seen my cool japanese photo?
11:33pmSarah
NO I HAVE NOT
opps
caps
japanese think they're the coolest asians
with their sushi
and their anime
and quite frankly, i'd have to agree
11:34pmFelicity
i like malaysians too
and i went to nam
so, you know
totally down with the nguoi Viet as well
11:35pmSarah
well, i've been to.. victoria st
:D
11:35pmFelicity
hehe
halfway there
11:35pmSarah
and swanston st
so you know
there's thailand for you
11:36pmSarah
and everywhere is japan
so
im really good at maths
11:37pmFelicity
cool
i used to be
11:38pmFelicity
i swear the longer i stay at uni
the dumber i get
11:38pmSarah
AGREED.
why is that?
i used to be able to do calculus
11:39pmFelicity
i was great at methods!
11:39pmSarah
now i cant even do drug calcs without a calculator
):
i did specialist maths~~~
beams with pride and bold font
11:40pmFelicity
ooooooh
11:40pmSarah
BUT NO LONGER
11:40pmFelicity
you ARE asian
11:40pmSarah
thank you
(:
my mother will be proud to hear that from a white girl
(Y)
anyway im off
8am tute tmo
WOOGOO
11:41pmFelicity
EW
11:41pmSarah
woogoo?
woohoo
11:41pmFelicity
woogoo to you too
11:41pmSarah
but woogooworks also
woogoo!
11:41pmFelicity
well sleep good and study hard etc
malaysia
so as spontaneous as my family is, me and my mother are jet setting off to her motherland on saturday night! but why? .. why not? to experience this for 4 days. (yes, im coming back for my paeds prac and prof tute ): BOO UNI. )
a place where we fit 8 people in the car.
and take awkward family photos .
with cousins i don't really know ..
BB PLAZA. my home.
side of the street hawker stalls.
my grandmother's camera shop.
awkward chinese new year decorations (but not this time)
AMAZING FOODS. not as pretty as poh's but AMAZING. heart gai fan.
like joyoga. (though i don't think we're going without these fatties :( )
AND NELSON'S CORN IN CUP.
--
miss me?
0
a place where we fit 8 people in the car.
and take awkward family photos .
with cousins i don't really know ..
BB PLAZA. my home.
side of the street hawker stalls.
my grandmother's camera shop.
awkward chinese new year decorations (but not this time)
AMAZING FOODS. not as pretty as poh's but AMAZING. heart gai fan.
like joyoga. (though i don't think we're going without these fatties :( )
AND NELSON'S CORN IN CUP.
--
miss me?
Tuesday 11 August 2009
4.06am
so i kind of fell asleep after my last post around 2am-ish and just woke up (in a very awkward position, might i add) and found my laptop had died, and my assignment not finished. i turned it back on, and found one single green person online. he had just woken up for no reason too, at the exact same time. 4.06am.
jem says:
good morning
rahface says:
morning!
jem says:
arent you asleep?
rahface says:
are you?
are you sleep msning?
jem says:
maybe
rahface says:
odd
jem says:
you?
rahface says:
too addicted to farmville issit?
jem says:
nope
rahface says:
then?
jem says:
no idea
think i'm heading back to sleep
rahface says:
what time did you wake up?
i find you a very strange man
you're asleep already, aren't you?
jem says:
i just woke up
rahface says:
nightmare?
kaya dream perhaps?
jem says:
no dreams or can't remember
ok need more sleep
night
rahface says:
goodnight
(:
i think he was sleep-talking-on-msn. what a strange man. but now he's asleep and i have another hundred words to go. i need to stop procrastinating, so i can get to sleep as well! okay i'm out . 0
font queen.
stolen from wongfublog
i'm 1/3 through my 400 word assignment (yes, it's only 5% but i am a procrastinator!) and on my blogsurfing journey, i am never failed by the wongfu to make me laugh. (even though they didn't actually make this..)
someone once called me a font queen, cause of my great love of fonts. CLEARLY there are many out there who also do too. this made me laugh sooo hard (but stiffled cause my household is asleep)
AEROPLANE MAILBOX OPEN MAILBOX. COMIC SANS.
I laugh.
in other news, calibri misses her green kristen. 0
Monday 10 August 2009
2.07am
pheebee says:
HAHAHAHA IM PLAYING BARN BUDDY
IM PUTTING WEEDS IN ADRIAN'S GARDEN
rahface says:
OH NOESSSSSSSSSSSS
YOU LOVE IT
I KNEW ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT
delirium !
pheebee says:
ahhahahhaha i dunno wat im doing
but the music gets to u
im adding bugs into his garden now
cos he keeps stealing my crops
rahface says:
awwwww
love
pheebee says:
hahahhaa he angry at me now
cos i put bugs in his garden
rahface says:
ahahaha
naughty youu
pheebee says:
hahahahhahaha this is quite fun
u can plant seeds n water them
rahface says:
DARK SIDEEEEEEEEEE
i disown uu
pheebee says:
hahahhahahhaa
this is wat staying up late will do to u
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phoebe, i love you and our chongpillaikhootanseowongyugenohleeeelibideebitachuuuuu family van neighbourhood. and yes, this is the only bit of conversation that's allowed on bloggie. otherwise DIE. 0
Sunday 9 August 2009
farmville .
david says:
i have tried weeties
rahface says:
wheat is the food for man
david says:
i concur
rahface says:
multiwheat
all bran
david says:
allbran grosssssssss
haha
it tastes like wood
=(
rahface says:
but you will be IRON MAN
you will grow from a small boy to a teenager in 30 seconds
david says:
the concept is inticing
rahface says:
and your mother will pat your on the shoulder
and be proud
david says:
hahah
will i win gold medals?
rahface says:
yes
many!
wait..
david says:
i am so tempted to buy it now
rahface says:
is that all bran?
david says:
i think its neutrograin
rahface says:
or is all bran ad with
oh
all bran is the clearing the bowels one isnt it
david says:
yeh
the adds on tv said itl fix that
its like lol noobs just eat rice
rahface says:
got rice?
david says:
brown rice white rice purple rice red rice black rice
rahface says:
rice bubbles
snap crackle pop
david says:
don't go there!1
rice bubles require milk and mornings
noooooo
rahface says:
i love milk
and cows
david says:
ahah
my resturant sucks :9
rahface says:
why
they don't like milk or cows?
david says:
everyone keeps using the toilet
and i have to keep cleaning it
rahface says:
damn the digestive system
increased motlilty!
do they use the toilet cause the food at said restuarant induces it
david says:
hehe
hmm
i duno
but i got money from it
i also play farmville
its addictive
on facebook
rahface says:
oh noes
you joined the cult
did u steal cows?
david says:
hahha
noo
but i like cows
they are delectable
but stink
--
WHAT IS THIS FARMVILLE?
and don't lie pheebs, you love it :) I'M A BIRD FLY FLYYY.
i love saturdays. sleep ins. movies. popping candy. janey. IT. bubblewrap. binge. alternate routes to drummond.
and re-discovering richie rich. the best movie ever. i heart cadbury :) 0
:-)
i stole janey's photos.
because i love the faces of my favourite people.
the silbings
the jist without the s.
the jemface.
the pheebs in a heart
'cause smiley faces make me happy :)
0because i love the faces of my favourite people.
the silbings
the jist without the s.
the jemface.
the pheebs in a heart
'cause smiley faces make me happy :)
Saturday 8 August 2009
me & orson welles
have you tried wheaties? they're wholewheat with all bran. have you tried wheaties? for wheat is the food of man!
after a long week, a dose of zefron never ceases to make me smile.
---
so the eastern health interview!
two interviewers to one me. the questions i had practiced for, and some that i didn't quite understand but i waffled on anyways. they were both really nice, and i felt quite comfortable :) no need for a long analysis, the feeling coming out of it was overall a good one, which means i'm smiling for now :)
one more to go, wednesday at1 10am! st v's private, which is what i've wanted for the past two years. however, since the application/interview process.. i would be glad to have any four of my choices :) 0
Wednesday 5 August 2009
smitten.
So, the interview.
My wonderful father picked me up from uni (yes, I went in for class cause I thought we HAD to but it turned out 3 other girls didn't even turn up either and I saw them at the interview later anyway! PSHH. Glad I went in though.. nom nom lunch :) ) and we drove down to Austin together. Got there at like, 2.30ish? and the interview was at 3, so we sat in the car and talked (more like he quizzed me about my significant other and then Janey called me. Loves XD).
Quarter to, I decided I had wasted enough of my daddy's precious time (he's redoing our floors.. of which I intend to help him with tomorrow cause I am like the son he never had :P), I headed through the doors of Austin Hospital and up the lift to Level 4.There were a few kids already waiting and I struck up a conversation with this girl from Latrobe, and we together waited nervously. A few girls from the previous interview came out and wished us luck.. and told us it was easy. Didn't quite calm the nerves down that much though. Told us to think of something interesting. Couldn't. Smsed my favourite people. Felt better.
Finally, we were called in. We had name-tag stickers on the seats and she explained things about contracts and awards and all that jazz. Nodded intently. Smiled. Sat upright. We were then split into groups for case scenarios. Fun. Pt 24 hours post-op of laproscopic procedure, on PCA and found cynontic with less than 4 resp rates. What to do? Pt with abdo pain. Analgesia? I helped scribe, but was brain freeze and didn't talk much. We then had to present our cases. Public speaking, oh yes. Went okay, but was kindy fidgety and I said and whatever. Am so like teenager. And then it was done!
The one thing interesting about Austin though, was that they gave ~personal feedback~ on how you went in the interview. So after, we waiting around to get our personal feedback. SO helpful for the next few interviews. They're so nice that they want to help us be better for other hospitals! I thought so anyway.
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My feedback:
Thought my teamwork skillz were great, cause I scribed and let others scribe and organised the group in it's discussion. However, didn't get my ideas through enough.. let others overpower me in that sense. Agreed with that. Totally brain freezed.
My CV/ Clinical appraisals/ References all good. My references gave positive remarks and said I worked hard and was good (can't remember the exact words..)
She said I would def get a graduate position somewhere (YAY BEST), and maybe even with us. Not sure what that means, but I hope it's good!
She also commented that my presentation was good, that my outfit was nice :) Then i commented that my hair was icky from running up the road before and she said that if they judged us from our hair, then she wouldn't even get a job. We laughed.
Then she had a look at my CV and said and you live local too! Then I told her that my church was just across the road. She joked that I knew where all the best coffee was. Cafe matto? Totes right? More laughter (Y)
nurseinterviewBot prediction:
68% Likely to be Sucessful.
Felt okay, but not overly confident coming out of that interview.
Bring on Friday! 0
Monday 3 August 2009
weekend.
weekend.
suwii and bagel dates with beans on brunswick
bus rides with cousins and accountablity and church talk
immunisations and two aching arms
zoe lee dinners of gnocchi, brownies and fairybread
keys missions x 2 dejavu
camerajo debut for an event = pros
hersheys cookies and cream
supper x 2 dumplings then pancakes.
you idiot you monkey
stalkercheck.com
shopping for interviews
finding my brother's new wife (5th year med student ++ christian LOL)
finding janey's brother's new wife (2nd year commence student ++ has brownie cheesecake stash)
jesus rocks my world with colin buchanan
snuggies with whole air vents
same person as janey
secret revelations
zane: car expert and appreciation
sunday school worship and dancing
this is the flag flown high from the castle of my heart
bubblewrap pwnz jit
breaking into goh residence
nanda serenade while pranchis pooed
post it up jem's car and more janeytime
pok ribs and brownie cheesecake
the devil wears prada and simon baker
a whole lot of fb catch up (aka the last 24 hours LOL)
but i think the highlight was..
NIN JIOM CHINESE HERBAL COUGH SYRUP IN LOZENGE FORM.
Thank you Nanda :)
this week
INTERVIEWS.
freaking my freak on.
public enemies.
ps. i love you 0