The intermittent records of a slightly socially retarded, trigger happy, newbie registered nurse attempting to defy mediocrity.. and gravity, of course.
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
please let me get what i want this time.
Sometimes I wish I was back in high school when the only thing to stress about was the difference between getting an A or an A+ and it guaranteed that you'd pass and it was really just about
how well you did that mattered. I want that feeling of knowing anything was possible after year 12, that the world was yours to explore and you were going to change the world because you were young, full of ideas and well, just awesome.
On the other hand, sometimes I wish I could just fast forward another 10 years where I would have already figured out where my life was headed, I would have found and married
the one (if he even exists) and have day trips out like
Karen Cheng. Yes, three kids kthxbye.
But for now, I'm stuck here. A place of uncertainty - on the edge of entering the real world where three weeks ago I thought would be all that I dreamed it would be.. but with a few recent turn of events leaving me dreading the next chapter that does not look that appealing anymore. It seems like I'm stepping into another season of insecurity,
hesitancy and waiting.
Yeah, so that's what's been on my mind recently. Emo-esk? Maybe. I think I'm going to go scoop myself another cup of Sara Lee's Rasberry Ice cream. Heavenly :)
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i am narcissistic
the about me section that can never truly fully describe a person.
it usually emcompasses the favourite movies, favourite music and all that jazz, but really when you think about it these aspect of me change every few years and can never really define me, as me.
but here are the basics anyway:
1. i'm left handed but drive with my right hand.
2. i like milk, but only safeway light milk.
3. i have a dog named phileo and he's white with a pink nose.
4. i am, after three crazy years, a registered nurse, division one.
5. i wish my life was a musical and i often burst into song and love it when people around me join in too
6. i'm sometimes just a mess but above it all, my jesus is always there to come to the rescue. he's pretty swell :)
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
please let me get what i want this time.
Sometimes I wish I was back in high school when the only thing to stress about was the difference between getting an A or an A+ and it guaranteed that you'd pass and it was really just about
how well you did that mattered. I want that feeling of knowing anything was possible after year 12, that the world was yours to explore and you were going to change the world because you were young, full of ideas and well, just awesome.
On the other hand, sometimes I wish I could just fast forward another 10 years where I would have already figured out where my life was headed, I would have found and married
the one (if he even exists) and have day trips out like
Karen Cheng. Yes, three kids kthxbye.
But for now, I'm stuck here. A place of uncertainty - on the edge of entering the real world where three weeks ago I thought would be all that I dreamed it would be.. but with a few recent turn of events leaving me dreading the next chapter that does not look that appealing anymore. It seems like I'm stepping into another season of insecurity,
hesitancy and waiting.
Yeah, so that's what's been on my mind recently. Emo-esk? Maybe. I think I'm going to go scoop myself another cup of Sara Lee's Rasberry Ice cream. Heavenly :)
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