The intermittent records of a slightly socially retarded, trigger happy, newbie registered nurse attempting to defy mediocrity.. and gravity, of course.
Wednesday, 18 March 2009
boxing ring.
Usually when resolving conflicts I give in first, Say sorry and be done with it. Or even just ignore it, and it'll resolve itself later. I'm not too proud to apologise. But this time, I'm sick of being the nice one, the one that gives in. The one that ignores her problems and concedes in the hopes of saving the friendship. The one that pretends everything's alright, when they aren't. I did that a few months ago, and now I find myself in another situation. This time it's different. I'm not going to plead and beg for forgiveness of something I know (and other's have assured me) I have not done wrong.
My mum says to forget about it, and not even reply. My dad says different. OMTL says stay in the boxing ring... which means what? That I should reply? What's the point of trying to resolve an issue if the other party isn't even interested. I'm not sure.
In any case, this has taught me how amazing my other friends are. I know I rant a lot, but I really am glad that even though this has happened, I'm so grateful for my true friends. Suwii, Li and Cat. Thanks for ranting with me, reassuring me, listening to me and sometimes what's most helpful.. just laughing about it. We can all fit in a car. Yay.
I'm so blessed.
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i am narcissistic
the about me section that can never truly fully describe a person.
it usually emcompasses the favourite movies, favourite music and all that jazz, but really when you think about it these aspect of me change every few years and can never really define me, as me.
but here are the basics anyway:
1. i'm left handed but drive with my right hand.
2. i like milk, but only safeway light milk.
3. i have a dog named phileo and he's white with a pink nose.
4. i am, after three crazy years, a registered nurse, division one.
5. i wish my life was a musical and i often burst into song and love it when people around me join in too
6. i'm sometimes just a mess but above it all, my jesus is always there to come to the rescue. he's pretty swell :)
Wednesday, 18 March 2009
boxing ring.
Usually when resolving conflicts I give in first, Say sorry and be done with it. Or even just ignore it, and it'll resolve itself later. I'm not too proud to apologise. But this time, I'm sick of being the nice one, the one that gives in. The one that ignores her problems and concedes in the hopes of saving the friendship. The one that pretends everything's alright, when they aren't. I did that a few months ago, and now I find myself in another situation. This time it's different. I'm not going to plead and beg for forgiveness of something I know (and other's have assured me) I have not done wrong.
My mum says to forget about it, and not even reply. My dad says different. OMTL says stay in the boxing ring... which means what? That I should reply? What's the point of trying to resolve an issue if the other party isn't even interested. I'm not sure.
In any case, this has taught me how amazing my other friends are. I know I rant a lot, but I really am glad that even though this has happened, I'm so grateful for my true friends. Suwii, Li and Cat. Thanks for ranting with me, reassuring me, listening to me and sometimes what's most helpful.. just laughing about it. We can all fit in a car. Yay.
I'm so blessed.
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