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Wednesday, 10 June 2009
death



But I'm going to use the rest of my life proving to you.

And of the million things a heart can hold
And of all the things I've come to know,
I Love.

I need Love
I can see I'll be alright With you now by my side.
But if tomorrow you're gone
And I still go on

I promise to
Spend the rest of me on you.

People say we are where we belong.
We hold each other's hands
As if we're holding on.

And to me a little of your you
Is like
A little bit of sun That makes the moon.
And if the "If's" we plan around become "When's."
If our center aisle narrows and bends
our Love.
And
If there ever was a shred of doubt
This hopelessly romantic now

And
I hope that time can slow us down
And minutes pass like hours now
And all the clocks counting down
To Love.

I need Love.
I can see that I'll be alright
With you now by my side.

And if tomorrow you're gone
And I still go on
I'll promise to
Spend the rest of me on you


--

since hearing about zoe's friend passing away
i can't help but think about life. death. love.
and that in the end, it's really all about people
about those that loved and how much you loved
and the impact your life made on others that you'll leave behind

looking at my life, i'm not sure what sort of legacy i'll leave behind..
and it's morbid to think about, but i guess it's due
what if tomorrow never comes..
what will people remember me for?
will my time on earth be meaningless?
what if i never live up to the purposes that God put me here for?

.. i don't know.

i'd like to think i'm getting there
i really do believe nursing is where God want me to be
saving lives. showing compassion. loving the vulnerable.
and i really do try my best in all my relationships
to make time for people and rants and funs
but in the end, will that be enough?

again, i don't know..

but at least i have my concert funeral all planned :)
thanks janey. i love you, if you cry or not.
(and you'd better MAKE him cry. but hopefully he'll realise before i actually die..)

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1 Comments:

realise you died or realise that theres something more in the deep 'grey'.
I cry for u coz ur my marley (x2) coz two is better than one, no? hehe.
I love you :)

By Blogger janey, at 11 June 2009 at 6:37 pm  

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