why π isn't 22/7 (it's almost there)
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yah, maths is the way to my heart . 1
So close to reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this one's not pretend..
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close.. So close.. ..
Yet so far :(
janey send me the song plsss. love enchanted much.
I'm kinda over everything right now. Sarah do(es) not want (you). DO NOT WANT. Too much drama and/or angst. I'm leaving it all again in your hands. I don't want to deal with it right now. Yeah, it's past 1am.
Instead, Things that make me happy:
BOKEH
releasing the inner rockstar within through karaoke and unis .
balwyn foods and camwhores in the car
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Upcoming:
Monica's 21st (+possible lavish after)
Uniting Care Job interview (scared and kinda want but kinda don't want)
The Magic Flute (aka. opera with sarah and esther)
Arman's 21st (+pina colada) 0
click. oh yeah, i'm quotable.
so LEWDDDDDDD!! 0
my 300th post on this blog dedicated to:
girl lee
the J in JIST
for using all my petrol and all those near death car moments
long & possibly email rants that feel so good for those 1am emos
wongfu fangirl so much that we had to wait to open the dvds together
camerajo pro. my dslr mentor.
regularly found hanging out in laundries like ross & rachel yay
msn buddy where gtg bye means talk another half an hour more and webcamwhore in the same house
lives in maryborough no marysville so safe from bushfires and loves the triple xxx from safeway .
who watches scary movies through sunnies (and new raybans)
likes lumpy pillows and names her dogs after foods
shops at jayjays and camwhore mirrors (:
uses this DRAGONBALL to have revengence on the earthhhhhhh ~~~
and is SIXTEEN today !
happy birthday janey
because you would see this anyhow :P
i love (you) janey @hotmail.com
ps. and these are only photos from 2009 (:
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nancy in enchanted
is idina mendez.. who has been the voice in my head for the past half a year..
as elphaba in wicked !
--- i love when fandoms collide! i must say though, she looks better in green. i need to get enchanted on dvd. the funny thing is, that though enchanted is a musical.. she doesn't even sing at all in it! what a waste ): loves her and her black husband . 1
cause what's better to stalk than your own face?
your own post? totally pwnz being in header.
muahahahah (:
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note to myself about layout:
no post titles?
shows what time post is made
(and thus how late i stay up blogging aka now nearly 3am)
ugly cbox
you should go to sleep 0
i'm updating more so to distract jem when he browses instead of studying, he has something to read. noting the careful selection of words. stalker.
also cause i just added a new layout that's more grey (yay cat's fav colour) and more people faced. janey you're in it five times, which totally pwnz just one pic. also mostly impacters, of uni peoples, of beach & current romeo+juliet/zefron fandoms. love it. seems a little too cluttered though, so i might update it a little more later.
in other news, i'm in week 8 of uni now, with two more to go, which is very overwhelming.. and i've applied for a parttime pca job so i'll actually get shifts. was practicing interviewing with my mum last night. meh, do not want. but these are the things grown ups do to get grown up jobs. right?
.. but then again.. grown ups don't have the whole collection of the maccas happy meal monsters vs. aliens toys . rwar. i am proud. i should really watch that movie.. IMAX anyone? 0
http://www.eurasianvisionary.blogspot.com/
arman has a big mouth. but i love it. 0
------ i miss uni kids, and not just my immediate friend group. its only been less than a week but still. i will be sad to finish, cause i know i wont keep in contact with the randoms, and i will miss their faces :(
------- the combination of cow and babbit prompted onto my bedhead makes for a v. comfortable headrest when computering in bed with a blanket/blanky/doona.
------- leeland is my fav. i miss hillsong conference and sydney. highlight of last year. the last night of conference last year was so amazing in the greater sense of that word. i need another one of those moments. hypoxia much?
------------- i love my churchies. don't know what i'd do without them. so bored. loves.
-------- ticking them off one by one. except one. you make me smile. we are mutually cool. but not really. no angsty child. vague much?
--------- adam hills is really funny. go watch him. inflatable. cause a good message at the end. everyone has the ability to inflate or deflate people. you know you've lead a good life if you've managed to inflate those around you. you know you've lead a great life if you still manage to inflate people after you're gone. so simple, but it really stuck a chord with me. one month to live? seems like it.
----- i don't want to grow up. i don't want to graduate. i'm not ready. i am baby. with great power comes great responsibility. do not want power. i just want to stay at home and watch gilmore girls and go to the zoo.
-------- i love miley cyrus. haters go away. i want to see hannah montana movie. i want to see 17 again. some recently mileycyrus twitters:
HE HAS RISEN!!! praise the LORD!
reading the bible outside by the pool
I've come to a conclusion. People want to find reasons not to like me. whatever though =] Jesus died for my sins... LIFE IS SO GOOD! 0
50 Little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what, then tag at least fifteen friends.
01. Who was your last text from?
janeyface, pic msg = win
02. Where was your default picture taken?
easter camp! impact group shot.
03. Your relationship status?
all the single ladys.
04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
maybe.
05. What is your current mood?
anxious.
06. How many siblings do you have?
one.
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
jon
08. Where do you wish you were right now?
watching a musical on westend, london.
09. Have a crazy side?
im very reserved.
10. Ever had a near death experience?
no. death by chocolate?
11. Something you do a lot?
say fail. say best. eat dondon. pic msg janey. facebook.
12. Angry at anyone?
not really. not angry.. another emotion mebe.
13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
the girl he likes. lawl, my life is so sad. die vanessa hudgens.
14. When was the last time you cried?
yesterday?
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
depends what?
16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
what time to wake the next day & what alarm song to use .
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
missed call from jt.
18. What is your favorite song?
atm, for the last time - lukas
19. What are you doing right now?
talking to the lee silbings and various on msn. reading fb comments as they come up from camp photos. sorting out the rest of camp photos to upload.
20. Who do you trust right now?
no one. cause not doctor.
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
im swearing my SCRUBS :D of scrubs the tv show, yes i bought it at NBC studios in new york .
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
phileo wong.
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
the hardy fam.
24. Describe your life in one word?
:)
25. Who are you thinking of right now?
janey, cause i talking to her.
26. What should you be doing right now?
uploading more fb photos. not emoing.
27. What are you listening to?
musics my brother listening too.
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
i think uncle say yaun at church
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
my mummy to take out garbage. eww.
30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
don't think so.
31. What is your natural hair color?
black like an emo.
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
family secret noodle timez.
33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
your brother.
34. What do you hear?
clickclickclick of my typing.
35. Is your hair curly or straight?
straight but not as shiny as tifftiff.
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
sarah says:
quickquick
call me scrumptsdjskdff
so i can say yes for that question
Janey says:
sarah so SCRUMPTIOUS
hahahahhahahah
sarah says:
YAY
37. Do you have a best friend?
mm a few (:
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
no ):
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Uh huh. BEST .esp when ur disp pic changes with it ! love windows live.
sam answer as janey.
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yes. fun times.
41. Are you happy with life right now?
mebe. mebe not. certain aspects i guess (:
42. Are you currently jealous?
mebe. i know, its a sin. i am a sinner.
43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
ghana kids frendship band, love jj band, beware i bite dogtag (:
44. What were you doing on friday night?
PARTY IT UP for surprise ian birthday & then emo til 5am XD
45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
lalalallalalalalaa mebe.
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
lalalallalalalalaa mebe.
47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
kind of.
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for
blood tests and immunisations.
49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
2ish? after chillipads camp afterparty. and watching zefron snl skits.
50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
no. 0
- how i met your mother and tragic stories car ride
- making and blowing up beds
- golden bunnies on tv
- bikes
- huggy wuggy& tifftiff no neck doll
- gym perving
- fail golfing
- fishies
- little kiddies
- ensuites in wool sheds
- brownies
- stealth surprise 18ths
- glowstix
- milk shots
- soccer soccer
- ian hug
- talk about sharing beds
- late night grrr rwar drama
- pro and con listss XD
- marky's rapping
- late night jamming
- high school musical 3
- lembu adventures and camwhores
- 5am emo and overhypes
- BLANKYYY talks
- noodles
- kayla fell of the bed laugh
- one tree hill photoshoot
- live passionately
- love completely
- learn humbly
- leave boldly
- coming home to watch zac efron on snl
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naww i love my camerajo ^___*
8 hours til im FREE.
of this context assignment.
i need to get some sleep inbetween those hours.
instead of this ass,
i shopped with my brother, finished two puzzles with my family, slept in, watched captball, had four dishes for three peope, lygee&roche gelatied, citysaved, laughed as jem got welcomed to australiana, slow shutter speeds, southbanked, fired up, subtle but not so talked, circus dogged, hung out at phoebe's house twice, had rendang and yes, procrastinated.
this upcoming week seems to be janey filled too, a night of comedy festival & then EASTER CAMP (:
(and 17 again release and hsm3 on dvd)
bring it.
263 words left!
1. PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT?
My first chicken pox scar on my left hand. Unepic, I know.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Photos. I used to thave verses up as well. Mirror.
3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?
SHINY. I think I've passed the phase of having dangly things.
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Altern. 'Indie.' Musicals. Pretty much my brother's muzak.
5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
ROMEO + JULIET .
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
To have this assigment finished.
7. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GAY MARRIAGE?
Not sure.
8. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
8pmish.
9. ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL TOGETHER?
Yes (:
10. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
We will become silhouettes - Postal Service
11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
YES.
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
YOU. you suck ):
13. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOUR DO YOU LIKE ON THE SAME SEX?
PURPLE. for both.
14. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
no, tramadol.
15. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
neither, natural high baby ;)
17. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Venetian black squid pasta.
18. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
Err.. can't remember.
19. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
Canto to Jem on the phone LAWL XD Fail much?
20. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
Drugs from Janey :D
21. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
Yes :D You !
22. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
My fingers are, kinda. But not like Miley Cyrus.
23. FAVOURITE FRIEND?
FOOD ! :D Food is my friend.
24. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
Dusty gold Mazda.
25. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTER-LIFE?
Yes, heaven!
26. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
I always think of marriage.
27. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
You can't help it right? Possibly.
28. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Sing a song.
29. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100.
19.
30. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE?
Brunette. Hawt.
31. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER THAT SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST?
Janey.
32. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
atm, my terrible case of PROCRASTINATION. the only prescription is MORE COW BELLS.
33. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR BIRTH COUNTRY?
yes. want me to list them all?
34. YOUR WEAKNESS?
procrastination. food.
35. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE?
some dondon.
36. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE HOLIDAY?
the most recent one! or japan. or new zealand.
37. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
XD
38. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS?
asssignmenting.
39. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
FAT.
40. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
HAHA. my uni friends are obsessed with my boobs.
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
meh, no biggie.
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
DARKZONE PARTY.
45. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Sarah, wife of Abraham in the bible?
46. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
yes (:
48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVOURITE?
pinky.
49. WHAT UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
purple bonds.
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
not particulary.
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE VEGETABLE?
broccoliiiiiiiiiiii !
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
procrastination. binge eating.
53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Nothing. I am proud to have Anthony Callea Cds. AUTOGRAPHED ty.
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I'm a pretty cool friend.
55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Not sure.
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
I'd like to say I'm not that shallow.. but..
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
Shout. Cry. Listen to angry musics.
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Not here.
59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Erm, Not really.
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
Doodle bears. Yes, that's right.
61. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP?
Yes. Graduating? No thanks.
62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Apparently, I do!
63. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?
Not religious, but faith-filled.
64. DOES 11:11 MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?
Happy times?
66. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
Yup. We do puzzles.
67. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
I've been pretty lucky so far.
68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Nope.
69. LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
Milk. Didn't cry about it though.
70. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
PHILEO.
71. WHAT IS THE LAST FURRY THING YOU TOUCHED?
PHILEO.
72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE COLORS?
Right now? Bluegrey.
73. WHATS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?
One month?
74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
Still coming up I think?
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
yes.
76. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM VACATION?
Austria! Denmark! I want to see Castles. Otherwise, BEACH.
77. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK?
Milk. 6 Timtams. The last on in the packet is awaiting me if i finish my assignment.
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Janey?
79. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
PERSONALITYYY~~~ smile. eyes. smile.
80. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
Yes.
81. FAVOURITE THING TO HATE?
being called a fob XD
82. FAVOURITE DRINK?
Milk.
83. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN?
Cow.
84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
Soccer.
85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOUR?
Black.
86. EYE COLOUR?
Light Brown
87. TALL OR SHORT?
Med.
88. SIBLINGS?
GORRRRR.
89. FAVOURITE MONTH?
May.
90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
$2 sushi at Tokui.
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
ER youtubes.
92. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
19th May.
93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Haha. Not really.
94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships
97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Other people with assignments.
98. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Zac efron.
99. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
HEH. mebe.
100. BIGGEST FEAR(S)?
FAILing. 0
http://jeremygohkw.blogspot.com/
jem's been blogging. he's pretty pro.
doesn't help that his models are shooo cute (:
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ethics done.
bio seminar done.
CONTEXT to do.
(meh, 1500 words)
and we're into week SEVEN next week.
thus 13 weeks to go.
scary.
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looking forward to the weekend!
confessions of a shopaholic tomorow with the dsc girls
assing then capt ball with camerajo
then sleepovers with janey and bridge
and more ass, im guessing.
excite!
1 How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
3 Look on me and answer, O LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;
4 my enemy will say, "I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.
5 But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
6 I will sing to the LORD,
for he has been good to me.
Now I realise this post is at 2.07am and thus, it is proven that this it the time that I am at my most emo vunerable. But here we go anyway.
Honestly, I think putting your relationship status on facebook is the most stupid things ever, unless you've been in that relationship for a long time etc. But to change your facebook status as a means of telling your friends that you've changed is really lame.
I guess there's always something about being in that status that kinda .. validates (?) who you are. Especially at the uni age, everyone seems to be paired up, and it can seem like.. iunno. Peer pressure. All that jazz. If that makes sense.
And so, this is where/why we should find our true and only identity in Christ. I am a daughter, a princess. There is no need for validation by your peers or society or even your family. Ida reminded me of this, without even realising. It really stuck.. Sighface. If only this concept was more easily grasped. I'm still trying to get there.
Relationships are a lot more than I like you, you like me. I've heard my share of relationship dramas. Expectations. Future plans. Wanting the same things. Being in the same location. Past experiences even. I don't want to go all this time waiting for the perfect person, and then let it all go to waste you know?