Friday, 27 November 2009
i know very well.
so life,
placementsplacementsplacements earlylatesearlylates
but i'm halfway through now with TWO WEEKS LEFT EVER (if i pass) and i think i'm finally getting the hang of things (: i was just chatting to my VADERCEPTOR today during lunch break and she was just telling me abt the students she failed (by this point i was semifreaking out) and so i stopped her and jokingly asked how i was going and she said i good (:
so yes, it's been good, i think. i've gotten used to the ward, so i'm not just wandering aimlessly around the place looking for linen and i've gotten into the routine of things. well, i'd like to think so. and i think i'm lovely. haha. patients tend to stay a little longer in ortho - about a week or so - so you get to know them. so i was working in room 13 end of last week/early this but the past few days i've been in other rooms, but went into rm13 to help the other nurse and they were all like HII SARAHHH :D heh. i am awesome. one of the patients said i would be a good mother, cause i was playing colouring with one of the little kids ( her name was bella, yes like from twilight hello taylor lautner :D)
so the year is drawing to a close
and all the end of year events and such are happening. this year's pretty special because of graduations and all that jazz. i've got the khoowong dinner on monday, then my grandma's coming on tuesday morning which is dec 1st aka my badge ceremony :D then the saturday after, dec 5th is my brother's graduation and then ida's 18th at night. then it's dec 7th, which is the day before dominic monaghan's birthday.
three days after that, i'm done with placements FOREVER.
and finally, ten days after THAT.. lilychen and myself will be reunited with our suweng
in VANUATU :) :) sexy times to be had.
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but for now, i sleep. i have a free lunch to attend tomorrow :) 0
Thursday, 26 November 2009
i steal janey songs.
You run your fingers across my lips
No I've never felt like this before, no, no
I know I'm young but I know love
And I'd know I know an angel if I saw one
But I know very well
Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
I promise I won't tell the world
If you say you want to be my girl
In your own words..
I'm just a simple man, simple plans,
Good work, take care of fam,
I'm sure you understand
Because you're heaven sent, independent,
Do you think you need me?
I think I need you girl, baby can't you see?
But I know very well
Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
And I promise I won't tell the world
If you say you want to be my girl
In your words..
Cards on the table
Willing and able
Stable, capable
Of holding you down
I'm just sayin..
I'm not complaining
Your love is worth waitin' for
But I know very well
Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
And I promise I won't tell the world
If you say you want to be my girl
In your words..
0No I've never felt like this before, no, no
I know I'm young but I know love
And I'd know I know an angel if I saw one
But I know very well
Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
I promise I won't tell the world
If you say you want to be my girl
In your own words..
I'm just a simple man, simple plans,
Good work, take care of fam,
I'm sure you understand
Because you're heaven sent, independent,
Do you think you need me?
I think I need you girl, baby can't you see?
But I know very well
Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
And I promise I won't tell the world
If you say you want to be my girl
In your words..
Cards on the table
Willing and able
Stable, capable
Of holding you down
I'm just sayin..
I'm not complaining
Your love is worth waitin' for
But I know very well
Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
And I promise I won't tell the world
If you say you want to be my girl
In your words..
Monday, 23 November 2009
i'm still trying to not mess up.
Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
it'll be hard, but in the end i think i would. and get a wig.
What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
HCG testt
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
yes, but it still doesn't seem like they meant it.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
at times, yes.
Explain the last time you threw up:
in canada, after eating yumcha. Yes, it tasted like jook.
Last thing that made you cry:
re-watching jim&pam's wedding :)
Do you have a bad temper?
yes D:
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
i hope to be.
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
a few.
How often do you think about suicide?
not recently.
What is your deepest fear?
losing everything.
Do you REALLY love all your family?
yes :P
Did you reject or accept your last friend request?
reject
Was the last person you hugged a male or female?
male
Are you taller than your mum?
yes
Do you find it hard to trust others?
not particulary
Last compliment you received?
:D
What did you wish for on your birthday?
haha more cake?
Were you single on your last birthday?
yes
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
CANNOT. laughter = love.
Are you scared to fall in love?
yes, don't want to get hurt again.
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
i think so :)
When you say you 'dont care' do you mean it?
not always.
Are you sarcastic?
yes, apparently.
The last time you really laughed?
last night. something about 80 tolerance and car upholstery.
What hurts right now?
dramarama.
Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
straight
Do you usually apologize first?
yes, if warranted.
Do you still watch movies on VCR?
like, recorded masterchef yes x)
Do people ever call you by your last name?
yes ;P
Have you ever fallen asleep thinking about a boy/girl?
:)
Ever felt like you're not good enough?
all the time.
Do you miss anyone?
yup. mbro is too far away.
Do you think two people can last forever?
i'd like to think so.
When was the last time you held hands with someone?
D: can't remember.
Does it make you uncomfortable when you receive a compliment?
at times, yes. but learning to accept them :)
Is there a person you look at and automatically smile?
yes please.
When was the last time you were unhappy with your life?
october 17th
Do you want your life to stay the way it is right now forever?
no way.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
yesss
Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
two people in particular.
Did your parents spoil you as a child?
of course :D imma princessss.
Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2009?
watching the crystal ball drop on tv, in Dix Hills, Long Island, America :D
What do you feel weird without?
MY PHONE D:
Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush?
confession: i don't really brush my hair D: UNRULY HAIR.
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
7ish?
Do you like funny people or serious people?
a balance of both. but more funny kthanks.
What are you listening to?
art of love - guy sebastian + jordin sparks (kthanks li ;D)
Cause I'm still learning the art of love
I'm still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love
Are you wearing any make up right now?
nope
Do you sing in the car?
constantly.
Have you ever cried from being so mad?
defo.
Expecting something to change in the next month?
everything.
Have you talked about marriage with another person?
marriage. honeymoons. kids. everything.
Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you badly?
we'll see.
Are you proud of who you are?
at times yes, since i'm about to graduate and i'm only 20 what. but in other aspects, no.
Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
when there's no janey, yes.
You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?
IT'S LIKE A TANKK TOPPPP. ily.
...to your worst enemy?
Neeed a lift? A pun? yeah.
Do you care if people hate you?
yes, always.
Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:
D:
Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:
January 10th 2009
For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all:
I miss you. 2
Friday, 20 November 2009
countdowns.
06 days til suwiidepartureforvanuatu
10 days til my grandma is here
11 days til badge ceremony
15 days til brother's graduation/ ida's bdayparty
17 days til the nbdeparture
22 days til janeymsiatime
26 days til rmit graduation
27 days til the vanuatudeparture
35 days til christmas
41 days til 2010
& 16 shifts of studentnursingleft before graduate if pass :) 0
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
phileo.
i feel the need to update, but don't really have anything to update.
i also haven't taken photos for that long, so i have nothing to update.
so i looked through my chrismartin folder and found these that i never uploaded.
i know everyone thinks their doggie is the cutest, but really. phileo is the cutest dog ever. pwnz you.
gimme my close up :)
schleeppytiredface.
pensive.
wazzzzupp.
so placements so far have been okay :) but i don't know how i'm going to survive another 4 weeks.. and the rest of my life living shiftwork. i'm exhausted already and all i want to do is sleep. my nanna naps are the highlight of the day. besides that, nothing much to report. but yes, i'm very happy :) :) cause this one is how we rolled. 1
therapist?
for your reference again. stalk me please :)
d: 0700-1500 e: 1400-2200
| | Monday | Tuesday | Wednesday | Thursday | Friday |
| Week 1 (16/11) | Orientation | D | E | D | E Rita |
| Week 2 (23/11) | E | D | E | D | E Rita |
| Week 3 (30/11) | D | D | E | D | D |
| Week 4 (7/12) | D | D | E | D | E Rita |
Monday, 16 November 2009
prewhat?
Nanda says:
:P
woah
such an awesome title
I AM.
YOUR.
door swoosh opens
smoke comes out
back-lit environment
PRECEPTOR.
rah says:
AHHAHAA
DUN DUN DUNNNNNnn
Nanda says:
ksshhkkk *vader*
ahahha
rah says:
ahaha
so epic right
i want to be a preceptor
when im prownurse
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so i'm doing my preceptorship, which means i follow just one nurse around for 4 weeks and she assesses me on my skills and whether or not i am worthy to pass/ proficient to graduate. it's kinda daunting. i officially start tomorrow so pray that i get along with her, cause i'm stuck with her for 4 weeks! my people skills suck.
okay really, bed now. 6am tmo. 1
never tie us down.
i should sleep. but my favourite people are busy and i have nothing to do.
= survey timez.
Spell your name without an L :
sarah
When was the last time you were told you were cute?
:D
Do you have unlimited texting?
YESYESYES and it's the best thing ever kthanks.
What do you have to say about the first person on your top friends?
who was my first person on my topfriends? suwiing? she has a blog! and is going to tasmania soon.
Did any particular thing brighten up your day today?
hudsons :)
Does anyone hate you?
possibly. various people's parents D:
Do you like to text or call more?
txt txt txt pxt but i like calls also :)
Do you have an older brother?
yes, he wears threadless shirts and is kinda cooler thann me.
Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
ngahhharrghhh = exact thoughts this morning
Is there someone you can’t stop thinking about?
yes :)
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
not anybody in a cemetery.
Does anyone have feelings for you?
yes please.
What're you doing tomorrow?
taking the 48 tram at 6.28am for preceptorship at epworth :)
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yess :)
Are you happy right now?
i'm pretty excited to sleep.
Are you single? If so, who do you like flirting with?
yes, janey lee.
Will you regret your next kiss?
engagement day kthanksbye.
What was the last thing you threw at someone?
D: can't remember.
Do you follow recipes?
not particularly.
Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
yes O________O
Do you follow your head or your heart?
my heart.
When was the last time you used a glue stick?
pva glue. on my hands. cause it's cool.
Do you ever look back at your yearbooks?
always. the buchanan. good times.
When you introduce yourself, do you give hand shakes?
generally yes, in a social setting. but in nursing setting no.
Is there a limit to how many best friends you have?
is there? i don't think so.
Do you like screamo music?
no thanks.
Would you rather have money or love?
LOVE!
Do you have the strength to say goodbye forever?
do i? i don't think so.
Have you ever walked away from someone and they didn't come after you?
never >:P
Would you date a 18 year old at the age you are now?
no way.
What about 30?
if they look good for their age.
If you had the chance to shoot someone, would you?
why would you, if you can just PUSH THEM ON THE TRAIN
Name something you dislike about the day you're having:
the early nights.
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
random people near the bench.
Are you dating the last person you texted?
i am in a relationship with jane lee, yes.
Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
nbd.
What were you doing last night at midnight?
studying about ACL's
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
constantly.
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
in my ctrlz threadlesstee and pink boardies. i am hot.
Are you alone in the room?
yes.
What are you doing Friday?
placements and then IMPACT :)
Are you always happy?
not situationally happy.
Are you on any medication?
nope.
Do you want more piercings?
maybe.
Do you try to please everyone?
i try to.
Do you wish someone would call you right now?
yes please. but no thanks cause going to sleep now.
Do you laugh at stupid things?
always. ndjokes.
Have you cried this week?
yessum. WHY DIDNT YOU WRITE ME? I WROTE YOU 365 TIMESSSS.
do you like the colour pink?
yes :D :D
Are you wearing school shorts?
no, but i often do (:
When you say you don't care, do you usually mean it?
sometimes. sometimes i just don't want to deal with it.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
depends who from.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
yessss.
Do you crack your knuckles a lot?
I CANT. i can't click either.
How long does it take you to fall asleep at night?
not long ;P
How many people do you trust fully?
3 or 4?
Are you happy with the choices you've made?
i'd like to think so. but i'm not 100% sure yet. but i am happy :)
Do you ever think about the past?
always.
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
this arvo at the bustop but then a little kid came along ;P
The person you like/love runs up and kisses you, what do you do?
punch that someone in their face.
Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
OK . SIDEWAYS MAN WHOA.
Do you still pinky promise?
always :D
What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
trust.
Sex ruins relationships, right?
outside marriage, yes.
When was the last time you saw someone really attractive?
today.
When was the last time you really laughed?
today :)
Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you did?
maybe.
Do you like Red Bull?
nope. natural high kthanks :)
Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
yes. don't often see them though.
Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
yes, better than i know myself.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
yes.
Is there anyone you wish you could be spending time with right now?
yes please.
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
they may still be around, but not in that sense anymore.
You're locked in a room with the person you fell hardest for, any problems?
eat them.
The boy/girl you truly care about needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
this calls for a maccacss runn :D
Wallpaper on your phone?
ikea.
okay bed hello :)
bridge rd.
so i start preceptorship tomorrow.
four weeks of clinicals.
one preceptor.
the last test before becoming what i've been studying for the last 3 years to be.
scared much? you bet.
but bring it on. 1
Sunday, 15 November 2009
swell.
Use the truth as a weapon
To beat up all your friends
Every chink in the armor
An excuse to cause offense
And the boys from the hallway calling out your name
And true love will find them in the end
You were restless
I was somewhere less secure
So I went running to the road
And so now there's a long list of places I was
I quit my rambling and came home
Cause maybe I was born to hold you in these arms
Maybe I was born to hold you in these arms
Use your saints and your mantra And you things to keep you calm
If you stay with that asshole
He's gonna do you harm
There's a voice singing loudly on the radio just for you
That good fortune will find him in the end
Maybe I was born to hold you in these arms.
Friday, 13 November 2009
love.
MISSION STATEMENT:
To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery.
VISION:
The vision is that we actually believe these things…
You were created to love and be loved. You were meant to live life in relationship with other people, to know and be known. You need to know that your story is important and that you're part of a bigger story. You need to know that your life matters.
We all wake to the human condition. We wake to mystery and beauty but also to tragedy and loss. Millions of people live with problems of pain. Millions of homes are filled with questions – moments and seasons and cycles that come as thieves and aim to stay. We know that pain is very real. It is our privilege to suggest that hope is real, and that help is real.
You need to know that rescue is possible, that freedom is possible, that God is still in the business of redemption. We're seeing it happen. We're seeing lives change as people get the help they need. People sitting across from a counselor for the first time. People stepping into treatment. In desperate moments, people calling a suicide hotline. We know that the first step to recovery is the hardest to take. We want to say here that it's worth it, that your life is worth fighting for, that it's possible to change.
Beyond treatment, we believe that community is essential, that people need other people, that we were never meant to do life alone.
The vision is that community and hope and help would replace secrets and silence.
The vision is people putting down guns and blades and bottles.
The vision is that we would learn what it means to love our friends, and that we would love ourselves enough to get the help we need.
The vision is better endings. The vision is the restoration of broken families and broken relationships. The vision is people finding life, finding freedom, finding love. The vision is graduation, a Super Bowl, a wedding, a child, a sunrise. The vision is people becoming incredible parents, people breaking cycles, making change.
The vision is the possibility that your best days are ahead.
The vision is the possibility that we're more loved than we'll ever know.
The vision is hope, and hope is real.
You are not alone, and this is not the end of your story.
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Thursday, 12 November 2009
dora luz.
del feliz cumpleaños la escritura del ninja de la cautela im en español causa su la lengua que usted necesitará aprender para su esposa futura así que acostúmbrese a ella y cause solamente las proas que saben al babelfish entenderá.
cumpleaños tan feliz mi amigo telepático para de quien permaneceremos para arriba hasta que seis est porque ninguna confianza el reloj del pollo.
usted hace que mis sueños vienen verdad y morir por su lado sería una manera divina de morir puesto que hicieron una estatua de nosotros y teníamos porción de zorros. tan it' disposición dulce del S.A. que su su cumpleaños hoy causa a it' s im la muchacha más afortunada en la zona este más baja.
¿secreto? oh sí, ése es cómo rodamos. feliz cumpleaños usted. 1
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
procrastination.
Things I have achieved today/hope to
Updated my Centrelink Payment/ Intention to study paperwork
Registered for my Optus "MyAccount" and changed to online billing
Downloaded the NBV registration form etc.
Photocopy Birth Certificate and get it certified
Checked my financial status from my Bankwest/Ing accounts
Transferred to pay parents for Vanuatu
Transferred more money into my Commbank since I ONLY HAVE
$25.78Pay for phonebill hopefully
Caught up on Brothers & Sisters
Had a mud-mask
Made my brother a salmoncheese sandwich
Stalked facebook
And it's 4pm. Save me. I have nothing to do. 0
whats up homie.
I'm bored.
It's hot.
I'm procrastinating.
And I'm not feeling very witty, if ever.
But here you go.
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SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. My bed that is large enough for two people
2. Babbit, Cow and Tanyabear.
3. Laptop.
4. My Janeycloud & bible verses
5. My CLOTHES and jumble of jewellery
6. A jar of nutella
7. Merry and Frodo
SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do You Like Anyone? Possibly
2. Does Someone Like You? Defo.
3. Last Kiss? St V's ? HA. d:
4. Been Lead On? Story of my life.
5. Been Cheated On? nope
6. Want A Relationship? Not right now.
7. Wanna Get Married? Yes pleaseeeee.
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. Janey
2. Applee
3. Chocolate cake
4. Milk
5. Raisin Toast
6. Bread
7. Something to live for.
SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. My NBV registration
2. Tomorrow
3. The heat
4. The aftertaste of salmon in my mouth
5. The sound of tempertrap in my ears
6. Cake
7. Youuuuu
SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU?
1. Believe In God? The one and only.
2. Had A Dream Come True? Yes, but then I screwed it up.
3. Read The Newspaper? Yeah, normally in breaks at work though.
4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday? Never. SLEEEP I WANT.
5. Have A Best Friend? My significant other.
6. Take A Bath Daily? Baths are like human soup.
7. Wish On Stars? Always. Cause they were all yellow.
SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Fallen In Love? Define love.
2. Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex? Ellen Degeneres.
3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A BF/GF? Nopeee.
4. Been To A Bonfire? NO. LETS GO.
5. Ran Away From Home? To my bench.
6. Played Strip Poker? No.. but i PWNZ poker.
7. Pulled An All Nighter? Always.
SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried? No.
2. Had Fun? YESSS. I had a great time wtih my uni kids last night :)
3. Been Kissed? Nope.
4. Felt Stupid? Always.
5. Talked To An Ex? Nope.
6. Missed Someone? Mebee.
7. Listened To Music? Yes. all the time
RED : ANGER
1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone? Kinda.
2. Which Of Your Family Members Has The Worst temper? Me. Heh.
3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone? Various items of various sizes.
4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry? The same shade as :@
5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare Angrily Or Yell? Depends.
ORANGE : EXCITEMENT
1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You? NO. I WANT.
2. Are You Easily Excited? In what sense really? Yes, very easily. Like.. how OK is a sideways man.
3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To? November 21st
4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought? Shopping.
5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now? BEACH.
YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY
1. Full Name: SWO.
2. Birthday: 19th May
3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life? Heal the world. Maake it a better placee. For you and for me and the entire human race.
4. Do You Want To Have Children? Yes please.
5. How Do You Want To Die? In an DRAMATIC natural diaster or something. Something exciting.
BLUE : SADNESS
1. When Is The Last Time You Cried? Not too recently.
2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Is Happening Right Now? THE END OF UNIVERSITY.
3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way? Yeah, I'm an emochild.
4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours? nope
5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do? CRY. SING ALL BY MYSELF IN MY CAR WITH ICECREAM.
PINK : LOVE
1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Ur Friends? Maybeeee.
2. Do You Believe In Love At First Sight? Yesssss
3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her? Not particularly.
4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend? Nope.
5. Do You Believe Everyone Has A Soulmate? Not sure anymore. 0
Monday, 9 November 2009
beautiful mess.
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
And based on your body language,
And shoddy cursive I've been reading
Your style is quite selective,
Though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
That this is just what happiness is
And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are
Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging
And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt oh dear
Cause here we are, Here we are
Here we are
We're still here
What a beautiful mess this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes
Through timeless words, and priceless pictures
We'll fly like birds, out of this earth
And times they turn, and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together
And we tore our dresses, and stained our shirts
But it's nice today, oh the wait was so worth it.
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is anyone getting sick of lyrics? well, i'm not cause they say what i can't verbalise.
and there's no where to put my emo tweets anymore :P i feel like this song very accurately conveys who i am. a
so i have to say that thought i have amazing friends, i'm still really confused about life and all the jazz and all i want is to get through this year before it will all miraculously start to make sense. hopefully. i just want to be on that beach in vanuatu.
but here we are. [where] the present is more important than the future, [cause] of course you have to think about the future and do things that will make your future better but if all you do is dream about the future then thats no good :P or if you wallow in the past [it's] no good either. we can learn lessons from the past though.
i think it's time to let go of the past and move forward.. though that's kind of hard when you find out that it's your fault things change. i don't know. if it's your fault things change, does it mean that you can change it back? i'm not sure.
this doesn't make sense. neither does this exam i'm studying for. november 10. 14oohrs. two more nights of all nighters, and i'm done with the academic section of my undergraduate course :D excite? i guess so. okay. i think i can hear bed calling. 0
capt.
1.16am convos on fb chat. i'm going to miss all nighter studying with my chocolate bear.
neil
owwww
pssstttt
burnn
rah
ahaha
biach
neil
i want a bit of water? bit of ice? on that burn
rah
CARE OF A BURN PATIENT GO.
neil
ICE
WATER
WIND
EARTH
FIRE
rah
HEART
neil
GO PLANET
rah
WITH YOUR POWERS COMBINEDDDD
I AM
neil
CAPTAIN PALNETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
man seriousy;
needd to study 0
Saturday, 7 November 2009
some suwii chick.
so suwii has a blog now.
go spam it. she's my better half. 0
i before e, except after c.
0
Thursday, 5 November 2009
need lyrics.
I can't get you out of the sunlight
I can't get you out of the rain
I can't get you back to that one time
Cause you and me are still recovering
So let's just, try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's try to slow it down
We crash when we race
Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes, I know we've said alot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before you say you're gonna go...
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
See I look for you in the morning
Cause that's what my mind always calls
And I can't wait to get to the evening
Cause that's when I want you the most
So let's try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's try to slow it down
We crash when we race 0
Wednesday, 4 November 2009
mm
ret⋅i⋅cent
[ret-uh-suh
nt] –adjective
| 1. | disposed to be silent or not to speak freely; reserved. |
| 2. | reluctant or restrained. |
Origin:
1825–35; < class="ital-inline">reticent- (s. of reticēns), prp. of reticēre to be silent, equiv. to re- re- + -tic-, comb. form of tacēre to be silent (cf. tacit ) + -ent- -ent
1825–35; < class="ital-inline">reticent- (s. of reticēns), prp. of reticēre to be silent, equiv. to re- re- + -tic-, comb. form of tacēre to be silent (cf. tacit ) + -ent- -ent
Related forms:
ret⋅i⋅cence, ret⋅i⋅cen⋅cy, noun
ret⋅i⋅cent⋅ly, adverb
Synonyms:
1. taciturn, quiet, uncommunicative. 0
So I don't really like the new facebook cause I don't understand the whole live feed thing or whatever. It's also quite annoying with all these people that keep joining groups that I don't really care about.
Except for this. SO TRUE SRSLY.
I Hate The Little Triangle That Is Never Wiped By The Windscreen Wiper.
Don't you just hate that little triangle which the windscreen wipers don't wipe? You watch the wipers come down, hoping that they somehow reach that stupid triangle. The wipers miss, and go back up again for another try. After about 20 minutes of staring at that triangle, you realise that the wipers just can not reach him. You win this time, little triangle dude. You win this time. 0
importante dates.
nov 10th
last exam of my undergraduate course
(provided i pass my subjects of course)
nov 12th
anne hathaway's birthday
she's cools.
nov 16th - dec 11th
last four week placements at epworth richmond
| | Monday | Tuesday | Wednesday | Thursday | Friday |
| Week 1 (16/11) | Orientation | D | E | D | E Rita |
| Week 2 (23/11) | E | D | E | D | E Rita |
| Week 3 (30/11) | D | D | E | D | D |
| Week 4 (7/12) | D | D | E | D | E Rita |
with that timetable.
dec 1st
badge ceremony
(though i have a shift then, but i just sent an email asking if i can change it D:)
the love of my life is leaving the country
dec 16th
rmit graduation ceremony :D
dec 17th - 24th
vanuatu with suwii and li chen :)
beach grass skirts and waterfalls 0
not some nana guy.
Nanda says:
i realised my clothes were running out
soooooooooooo
before shower
went down to do the washeinnnnnggggzz
rah says:
D:
Nanda says:
so i did washing
and went for shower
got ready
sing in shower
and then went back down to hang up the washinnngggg
and when i went back downnn
rah says:
ypuyup
then
Nanda says:
the laundry room was le-floooodedddd
lollolll
since
rah says:
hahaha
FAIL
FAIL
since?
Nanda says:
i remember f2 telling me tooo
likee
direct the water to the garden
but iono how
and i asked uncle jeff if i could wash
and he said go ahead
and didnt tell me to redirect the discharge water
rah says:
aahha
Nanda says:
soo i thought it was fixed already or something
rah says:
fail
Nanda says:
i knoww
'so then
its like
mega flooded
like 2cm floodeh
and onto the pantry too
a bit
wooden flors
*floors
not cool
ahaha
so i likee
i was like
i came down
and i was like
I SO DO NOT. NEED THIS RIGHT NOWWWWWWW
rah says:
HAHHA
Nanda says:
I WAS ONNN TIIIIMEEE
so i kicked off my slippers
rah says:
hahha
in anger?
Nanda says:
then i rolled up pants and sleeves
then mopped up
ahaha
nooo
cause i had to clean it upp
so i spent like 1 hr cleaning
like using a floor mat
then squeez water our
*out
SOO TANK.
ahhaa
and asher was like
can i step on the carpettt
and im like no its wet too
uncle jeff had a guest too coming in
some landscape garden consultant duude
aha
rah says:
ahahahaha
Nanda says:
so i closed the laundry room n pantry door
rah says:
failfail
Nanda says:
and totally cinderella'd it
ahaha
rah says:
HAHAHA
winwinw
Nanda says:
clean cleannn
rah says:
indo maid
Nanda says:
haha
beat up by malay hosts?
ahahahha
dowann
rah says:
ahahah
Nanda says:
yeahh
rah says:
yup
haha
then
how to fixxx
D:
Nanda says:
then f2 came back to pick up asher
nah its like
the discharge pipe
rah says:
D:
Nanda says:
i was supposed
to open the door
and direct the pipe outside
but did not knoww
soo fail
i know i shoulda asked
or something
ahah
i wass deliberately
hiding in panty
*pantrYYYY
PANTRY
rah says:
but too introvert
hahaha
Nanda says:
andd mopping
ahahah
rah says:
PANTRYYYYYYYY
D:
Nanda says:
and yeahh
rah says:
nawwww
Nanda says:
but she saw me
and was like
rah says:
D:
D:
D:
Nanda says:
should askk meee
rah says:
DEATH
D:
Nanda says:
dont trust uncle jeff
lolol
cannot beat me up
rah says:
ahahaha
why
cause
NINJAAAA
Nanda says:
and has to drop off asher
ahahha
so yeah
spent the morning doing that
andd
i thought to myself
if i had a blog
you
i would write
well if fran's mark of inhabiting a house is taking a crap in it
flooding the laundry room?
ahaha cause laundry room floodeh too last time in old house
not entirely my fault but whatev
ahaha
rah says:
hahaha
make a blog srsly
or can co-inhabit mine
Nanda says:
ahahha
yeah i was thinking of guest writing
but
i bet
no one would appreciate
I CAME HERE TO READ ABOUT SARAH
NOT SOME NANA GUY
SHOO.
and ahaha
well
i thought to myself too
negative is
gohrents think i noobbz
and flood wooden flor might be bad
but positives are
now i have incredibly smooth hands and feet due to fabric softener
ahaha
and
i flooded the floor which means kill insects
rah says:
HAHAHAHA
AHAHAHAHAHA
AHAHAHHAHA
HAHAHAHA
WINN
Nanda says:
cause im pretty sure i saw a spider floating
ahaha
anddd
rah says:
ahahahaha
Nanda says:
i cleaned the floors
since
detergent
rah says:
ahahhaa
Nanda says:
so 2-3 positives outweigh negatives
which means i win. 0
Tuesday, 3 November 2009
painful words.
There's just something about friendship
The simple things like
rocking up at their house with 5 minute notice just because you're in the area
then breaking into people's houses with brooms
grocery shopping for nothing
sitting outside the house in the car just to talk and eat yoghurt
matching jewellery for no anniversary, just cause
and being able to say whatever without holding back
Relationships come and go
Feeling can sweep you up then leave you dry
But friendship is constant.
So really, when those two words 'Just friends' are spoken..
Maybe it's for the better.
Maybe it's the greatest gift of all.
Monday, 2 November 2009
proverbial.
So I'm feeling contemplative and was going to write a blog about how things change, and how we don't appreciate the things we have until that period of our lives is gone. But really, when you think about it, it's all stuff people have said before and if it's not something new to offer, then what's the point of saying it again, you know? I think it's just one of those things that we know in our head, but we need to start reflecting in our attitudes.
It's November already, which means there's 2 months left of the year. 1/6 if you will. Where has it all gone? I don't know. Time doesn't seem to slow down anymore. This year has been crazy fast with way too many rollercoasterlikeemotions to count. (I'm surprised I haven't crash a car yet.. or bust any windows of a car d: )
I'm just at the point where I'm just going to try and forget it all and soak up the last few months before the impending new chapter begins.
However much I deny it, and try to convince myself otherwise, I would kill to be back at this place. I love the sky in sunrises and sunsets. I miss it.
