i want to fly.
(not really though, cause my view on superhero powers is that TELEPORTATION is the best. because:
1. beats flying: cause you can just teleport to where you want to go, instead of flying, which takes longer)
2. beats invisibility: cause you can just teleport to the place you want to sneak into and teleport out if something starts to turn around and see you
3. beats force fields/ uber fighting powerz: cause you can just teleport out of danger/ away from the bullet heading toward you
4. means you can go anywhere, at anytime, and you never have to miss anyone again.
though i wouldnt mind that serene feeling of flying above the clouds and feeling on top of the world (:
i've started my second rotation: oncology. i hated it the first week, it was such a shock starting at a whole new place.. but i'm getting used to the ward now (: and has a new ranga friend :D i think he's my first real ranga friend ever. so excite. lololol. still semi-ceebs going to work though ):
this weekend: first weeekend off in ages! after a lot of discussions, i'm going to the snow for the first time since i was like four D: ahahah. i'm scared!! i don't want to get injured.. cause i'm so clumsy D: but am so excited :D and then after has aj rafael concert (:
annual leave: going to china 16-27th august with the family, and then 28th august-1st september going to gold coast with suwiiii (and mebee li). cannot WAIT for something new and exciting X) i've been stalking other people's adventures on faceboook. wanttttt. 1
or as sweet as a sweet disposition..
as crazy as wild animalz
and crazy like those creepy photos of womynz in that toilet
as bright as that light surrounding you..
and the lights of the melbourne skyline..
and a box hill carpark.
as celebratory as a gradation..
because it is your birthday!
have a great day!
(:
Eb Fm
Who makes the sun to rise
Eb/G Ab Bb Cm
And brings the earth new life in every beam
Bb Ab
Jesus it is You
Who turns the day to night
And watches me as I begin to dream
Jesus It is You
Fm Eb Cm
Who brings me food for my table
Fm Ab Bb
Who cares for all of my needs?
Eb Fm Eb/G
Who walks the road with me, has grown with me
Ab Bb Cm
Through all that I have been
Bb Am
Jesus It is You
Bb Eb
Jesus It is You
Ab
I lift my hands
Eb
I bring my song
Ab Bb Eb
All of my days, all of my rights, all of my wrongs
Ab Bb Cm
I offer my life Here and beyond
Fm Eb/G
To the one thing true
Ab Bb Eb
Jesus It is You
Who sees my brokenness
And carries me when I am frail and weak?
Jesus It is You
Who tells the storm to rest
When I am overwhelmed and cannot speak
Jesus It is You
Who wears my guilt on His shoulders?
Who holds my heart in His hand?
Who takes my thoughts and fears
And hangs them on the arms of Calvary?
Jesus It is You
Jesus It is You 0
Eb/G Ab Bb Cm
And brings the earth new life in every beam
Who turns the day to night
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Do you sing in the car?
- always. though my janey cd is permastuck in the cdplayer now. youuuspinnmyyheaddrighhttrounnddrightround.
Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
- sometimes. depends to who :P to my parents, definately.
When is the last time you had pizza?
- last tuesday at la porchetta with the impacters (:
Do you wear shoes in your house or take them off?
- take them off. BE FREE MY LITTLE FEETIES!
Do you swallow gum when you're finished?
- no cannot D: though i'm not a big fan of gum. the concept freaks me out. yeah, im weird like that.
Is good grammar attractive?
- i hate wen chu talk lyk dis. but halarious if used for mocking purposes. and i accept LOLcatz speak.
Your phone is ringing. Its your ex. What do you say?
- weiiiiiiiiiii?
How are you feeling at this exact moment?
- tired. so glad i have two days off. looking forward to 7am saturday morning.
Do you ever wonder how other people see you?
- i won't lie and say no. (ie. i'll tell the truth and say yes)
What's something you really want right now?
- TO GO SOMEWHERE. adventure pls.
What was the first thing you did this morning?
- turn off alarm and hide under the doona. did. not. want. work.
Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
- i find this repulsive. soo nekkid.
If alcohol were banned, what would be your reaction be?
- ahaha in australia? lies. as crazy as having a ranga prime minister.
Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
- i don't drink much. so no.
When people smoke around you, does it make you cough?
- no, but nogaryno.
Do you know anyone who works at McDonald's?
- yes, went through uni with maccas connections. X) free chicken nuggets, large chips and drinks, burgers with multiple patties.. and then 50% off. I MISS IT SO.
Is it warm out enough to go out in a T-shirt where you live?
- not particulary, it's quite cold. but i am in my afrojew tshirt atm (Y)
Would you rather be able to teleport or be invisible?
- teleport. deffffffff. so so much right now.
What do you do when you have an itch you can't itch?
- dance.
Name something you know about algebra.
- iz funsauz.
Do you like dollar stores?
- love it. so many amazing china inventionz there.
Do you like those big headbands with flowers Blair on Gossip Girl wears?
- yesss. i love blair's fashion (:
Do you think it's weird how babies are made?
- i'm still convinced that babies come from pooo. and if you decided it was time you wanted a baby, you just pick out the poo from the toilet and wash it until it clean and grows.
What's one memory you wish would just vanish?
- the rollercoaster of last year. srsly. gimme me life back.
Whats your favorite thing to order at McDonalds?
- chicken nugggett.
Apple Juice or Orange Juice?
- MILK. pls. when i was young i vomitted orange juice and hated it ever since.
Name a very well known bar in your town.
- mars bar
Do you think it's stupid when people have x's in their username?
- um. i has s2 in mine, so i can't judge.
What would you prefer to get from a guy/girl: flowers, a hand written poem, a picture he drew of you or a nice night out?
- A PICTURE HE DREW OF YOU. ahaha fail. flowers when on a nice night out. X)
Do you know the chicken dance?
- definately :D
If a random person asked how old you are, would you tell them?
- i always make my patients guess, i've gotten 17-24-30.
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ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: N/A.
B - BIRTHDAY: Everyday is my birthday :D
C - CRUSHIN' ON: Sheldon Cooper.
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Milk.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Autobot.
F - FAVORITE SONG: Maybe I was born.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy Bears!
H - HOMETOWN: Rahlan.
I - IN LOVE WITH: Susej.
J - JUGGLE: With scarves.
K - KILLED SOMEONE: I'll kill her.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: To Canberra/Sydney.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Chocolate.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1
O - ONE WISH: Upon a star.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Nanda Dermawan (Indonesia)
R - REASON TO SMILE: Cause I'm not in it to win it, I'm in it for you.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Thief in the night - David Choi
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6.40 am -.-
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: Black %%
W - WORST HABIT: Sleeepy.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: For my braces. For my foot when I feel from monkeybar.
Y – YOYOS ARE: free from accounting companies.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: COWSNAKE.
Random Questions About You...
Spell your name without vowels: Srh Wng
What color do you wear most?: White and Navy :P
Are you happy with your life right now?: Yes and no. I miss my freedom ):
What is your favorite class in school?: Mathz. Chemistry.
Favorite pair of shoes?: My urban outfitters flats from Americaz.
Where do you wish you were right now?: Some third world country somewhere.
THE CANS:
Can you dance?: So I think I can.
Can you whistle?: No ):
Write with both hands?: My handwriting is shocking with both :P
Walk with your toes curled?: Wazzat.
THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: ANGEL PLANET.
Do you believe in miracles?: Yes.
Do you believe in magic?: Illusionists are pretty cool.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Mebe.
Do you believe in Santa?: Fatty.
Do you like roller coasters?: Not particulary. Esp. Emotional rollercoasters.
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: I love it.
Have you ever asked someone out?: Ya.
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Ya.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: It is lovely.
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yup.
THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: Cold.
What radio station do you listen to?: Light FM.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: boxhillllhospital cafeteriaaa.
What was the last thing you bought?: cotton on jumper (:
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: HIMYM.
THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: Skyping the Mochi.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Printscreen the nan.
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Some douche in indonesiaaa.
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Often.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yes.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Often.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: I don't often get injured.
Do certain songs make you cry?: Yupz.
HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: YAYA!
What/who can make you happy?: Chocolate.
Do you wish you were happier?: Ya.
Can music make you happy?: PSYCHMUSICSSSSS.
LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: Several.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Phileo.
LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: Negro.
Current piercings?: Ears!
Have any tattoos?: Nope.
Eye color?: Chocolate.
IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: Chocolate.
Short or long hair: Permed. LAWLZ. No, mangahead pls.
Height: Ahem.
Best clothing: Hawtz. No tank tops.
THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Coke. I love coke.
McDonald's or Burger King: Macccasss. I love maccas.
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries.
Meat or Veggies: MEAT.
TV or Movie: Movies.
Adidas or Nike: Nike cause Marky.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn flakes.
Cake or Pie: WHOA. So tough. CAKE AND PIE. CAKE PIE. 1
three more shifts.
it's been a blast.
but i'm pretty excited about the next rotation (:
another challenge.
bring it.
and this
......
This year a lot has changed in my life. I think I've changed. Looking back to my life last year, it just feels sooo different.
My life last year was all about people. Adventure. Foooood. Uni. Placements. Tanya Uebergang. Third Wheeling. Impact. Elevators. Dondon. Aimless shopping around the city. Spontaneous meetings. Lunch. I never have lunch with anyone anymore. Bumping into randoms at the QV bus stop or at MC clock. Roadtrips. Never ending okay bye but still talking for another two hours msn convos. Random late night eateries. Sleeeeeep ins. Wagging lectures to go watch Dragonball Z. Hearing about other people's relationships. Tramming down to Victoria St for pho inbetween tutes. Spending every Saturday with Janey without fail. Kebabs. Perfecting the pause-minimise-alt-tab when watching movies in the library and a librarian would walk past. Bible class before impacts at Pheebs house. Berrybliss (zomg haven't had that in ages and still has to claim my free cup). Drama. Talking about drama. Rollercoasters (but don't really miss that). Beyonce can't handle this jelly singalongs. Hudsons. All you can eat Yumcha.
I miss it.
I was talking to Pheebs about this on the train the other night when we were abadoned by our parents who asked us to take a taxi after walking from Docklands to Melbourne Central.. and I was just rambling about how difference my life is. She asked if this was a good or bad thing.. which got me thinking.
Though I loved my life last year, I think this year has taught me a lot. I think I'm finally starting to grow up. I've got a credit card, for one. (I just paid my first bill which came to $5.98) I'm working full time. I'm in a (gasp) stable relationship. But most of all.. I'm finally doing what I've spent the last three years working towards. I feel accomplished. Leading up to it, I was so scared that I couldn't be able to do it.. and now I have been for the past 4 months. And I think I'm pretty awesome. Kinda.
So yeah, I'm not sure about the previous question.. but here I am. And I can't go back. So bring it on.