note : assignments = blogging instead
i cant believe how fast first year uni has gone by, ive only got one more assignment due on monday (woo 30%) and then its exams in a month ! i feel like i havent learnt anything this semester . got results from a few things back this week - happy x2 and dissapointedx1 . getting that .. credit .. really made me motivated to actually start studying (i havent studied since semester1exams) . but alas i came home and just watched tv & facebooked . in fact, the only thing ive learnt this week is from jn's QM1 tutorial :D yay line of best fit . degrees of freedom . net error is minimised . significance levels . unit . variable . on average .
for some non-pms related reason ive been kinda emo for the past few days. i think i just expect too much from people. one little event can make or break my day - i really have to learn to take things less seriously . it just feels like everyone is going on with their lives, while im stuck here. people have moved on with their lives, new friends, new relationships .. and partly because of my 'clingy-ness' (as linda calls it) i cant handle it .
not to mention.. my hair is starting to get FIZZY D: OH NOESS .
another thing, theres been a few birthdays recently (happy birthday bryan&doris :D) .. and the majority of those are 19th . MY next birthday (though more than half a year away) will be a 19th .. which means 20 isnt too far off . TWENTY . twenty-somethings D: OH MY LIFE IS PASSING ME BY . as a little girl, i always pictured myself as a twenty-something - cool, confident, successful and independent . and now that im nearly there, im certainly not that person . i feel as i have grown as a person in the past year .. but i dont want to be stuck here . i want my 11year old self to be proud of what ive become . i have to start making plans . even with my taxes , my parents did it for me . (not that im complaining :P)
so as i sat all alone by the yarra yesterday afternoon, i made some goals .
this year (with the remaining last 3 months) :
do well in my exams - learn the meaning of study
step up as a youth leader (ive been really slack in the past few months or so.. which really reflects on how the kids relate. )
finish the bible-in-this-year
road-trip & catch up with people i havent seen in ages
practice more worshipy songs on piano
next year (2008)
go on missions <-----
expect and see great things in boly :D
make more significant friends at uni
get a job related to nursing (nursing home, hospital)
.. but enough about the future .. and back to right now ..
this week
finish plan, learning log & start essay by thursday for assignment
finish current book of the bible
practice piano zomg
stop going on facebook
try not to spend >$30
OKAY . no no emo . in OTHER non-emo news ..
- zac efron is in australia once again ! he cant get enough ~ tomorow he'll be hosting kids choice awards :D
- me & my mum are totally into so you think you can dance
- i love wearing dresses, i need more dresses . i need to go dress shopping !
- im so into all saints which is starting right now so i have to go go go !
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2 Comments:
i wanna go dress shopping too!
By pheebee, at 10 October 2007 at 12:13 pm
There's still 2 months left till 2008 and you already plan what you want?!! hahaha.. it's great though.. =)
Just feel like hugging you.. hahaha.. *HUGS*
By Sabrina Woon, at 14 October 2007 at 8:03 pm