The intermittent records of a slightly socially retarded, trigger happy, newbie registered nurse attempting to defy mediocrity.. and gravity, of course.
Monday, 22 October 2007
theres no comfort in the waiting room .
countdown queen
36 hours till last assignment of the year is due
2 days till aseptic technique assessment
2 weeks of uni left
8 days of actual classes left
16 days till exams start
21 days till summer holidays
& thats the end of first year university .
--> two years to go till graduation.
all in my head ..
i miss my brother a lot. the house is so empty without him. and i have no one to annoy or to download house for me. hopefully coming back either this friday or cup weekend . i miss him like a fat kid on a diet misses cake .
i am loving warmer weather. despite having no summer clothes.. i need to go shopping - im gonna budget myself at $145 , which is the money i got from tax return yay (though it really isnt that much -___-'' ) . i just need TIME to go shopping .
i need to get a nursing related job - but im too scared to go for it . ive heard some stories that have really discouraged me from friends .. and i really dont want to end up with a repeat of workexperience - and then hating nursing and then dropping out . but theres no other way other than nursing home -____-'' i dont know if i can handle it . but i need it for a good CV when i graduate .. and the money is good too .
i need the money because of .. welll as of 3 hours ago.. a planned and possible EUROPE TRIP with linda & glenelg buddies . tentatively planned for a year or two years ahead . SO EXCITING . not sure if we can pull it off . but the thought it of is enough for me to start saving . i always dreamt of going with a boy, but lindas close enough to that :P maybe she can bring her bestie .
bestie (or all variations of the term) is really annoying me. there seems to be something .. a barrier between us. maybe its just from my self-perception . but its really bugging me. looking back a year ago, how close we were .. to now.. where we barely have a conversation.. it makes me really sad that we could have let that slip away. i miss bestie. but .. i dont know.. maybe its time to move on ??? i dont believe i could ever say that .. because im very for the principle of loyalty - but things are just static . but i just cant let go .
help me let go please .
headpat. maybe ?
allows the regulatory hyperaemic response to function. how is it that i can write so much ( 436 words ) about nothing in 10 minutes
and ive only got 62 words on my assignment that ive been working on all night ?
okay now that trick is to channel this energy into comparing and contrasting nursing interventions for decubitis ulcers..
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i am narcissistic
the about me section that can never truly fully describe a person.
it usually emcompasses the favourite movies, favourite music and all that jazz, but really when you think about it these aspect of me change every few years and can never really define me, as me.
but here are the basics anyway:
1. i'm left handed but drive with my right hand.
2. i like milk, but only safeway light milk.
3. i have a dog named phileo and he's white with a pink nose.
4. i am, after three crazy years, a registered nurse, division one.
5. i wish my life was a musical and i often burst into song and love it when people around me join in too
6. i'm sometimes just a mess but above it all, my jesus is always there to come to the rescue. he's pretty swell :)
Monday, 22 October 2007
theres no comfort in the waiting room .
countdown queen
36 hours till last assignment of the year is due
2 days till aseptic technique assessment
2 weeks of uni left
8 days of actual classes left
16 days till exams start
21 days till summer holidays
& thats the end of first year university .
--> two years to go till graduation.
all in my head ..
i miss my brother a lot. the house is so empty without him. and i have no one to annoy or to download house for me. hopefully coming back either this friday or cup weekend . i miss him like a fat kid on a diet misses cake .
i am loving warmer weather. despite having no summer clothes.. i need to go shopping - im gonna budget myself at $145 , which is the money i got from tax return yay (though it really isnt that much -___-'' ) . i just need TIME to go shopping .
i need to get a nursing related job - but im too scared to go for it . ive heard some stories that have really discouraged me from friends .. and i really dont want to end up with a repeat of workexperience - and then hating nursing and then dropping out . but theres no other way other than nursing home -____-'' i dont know if i can handle it . but i need it for a good CV when i graduate .. and the money is good too .
i need the money because of .. welll as of 3 hours ago.. a planned and possible EUROPE TRIP with linda & glenelg buddies . tentatively planned for a year or two years ahead . SO EXCITING . not sure if we can pull it off . but the thought it of is enough for me to start saving . i always dreamt of going with a boy, but lindas close enough to that :P maybe she can bring her bestie .
bestie (or all variations of the term) is really annoying me. there seems to be something .. a barrier between us. maybe its just from my self-perception . but its really bugging me. looking back a year ago, how close we were .. to now.. where we barely have a conversation.. it makes me really sad that we could have let that slip away. i miss bestie. but .. i dont know.. maybe its time to move on ??? i dont believe i could ever say that .. because im very for the principle of loyalty - but things are just static . but i just cant let go .
help me let go please .
headpat. maybe ?
allows the regulatory hyperaemic response to function. how is it that i can write so much ( 436 words ) about nothing in 10 minutes
and ive only got 62 words on my assignment that ive been working on all night ?
okay now that trick is to channel this energy into comparing and contrasting nursing interventions for decubitis ulcers..
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